i called today, but i missed you again
today's the day i go up in flames
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no time no see blog! yooooooo
a lot has changed since February 2011 (?). I am no longer a junior high school student, instead I'm now an 11th grader at SMA Plus Negeri 17 Palembang. Yes it is a high school. Yes I am not fucking up my life for once.
My interests has changed A LOT. I'm no longer that much of a fan of mangas, but I still adore Tsunayoshi and Enma. Now I embrace something of the more... realistic sort (aka slash :p). No I am not fangirling over anyone/anything right now (lies). And yes I do read something other than slash. I read gen fics and het fics as well thank you very much.
And to sum up my rant to you, dear old blog, I shall say this: I think I have changed for the better.
No I am not making fanfic references right now. I'm being serious. High school and everything else in my life right now changed me.
I'm not that much of a self-centered world-hating asshole anymore. My mindspace is no longer limited to things that I know, I embrace the possibility of logic vs. miracles now, which means that now I tend to look at things from many different point of views. I learned about friendship (yeah mushy time now yeahhhh) and family and made close friends with people I wouldn't even think of being friends with in the first place. And somehow I did not fuck up (yayyy) so I guess I must be doing something right. I started to believe in God again and I hope that Mr. Almighty can help me find my way in this godforsaken hell of earth. I am able to fight for what I believe in, and tear down people in elegance (????? this part is obviously a lie cause I'm not classy hah). I picked up new hobbies (of picking on people :p) and I hope to get a hang on them. Basically, I have a NORMAL life. First time for the rest of my life.
And perhaps if I can be bothered to fill you (ew that sounds kinky) sometime I can tell you about my friends (yeaaaah).
But right now I just need to say this:
UNIVERSE, THANK YOU FOR GIVING THIS ASS ANOTHER SHOT AT LIFE.
sincerely,
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