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Just leave me your stardust
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turn down the light
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come on skinny love
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It's almost like loving
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All the time, darling now all the time
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Ahoy My Sweet!
I get lost, messed up, and bored if I'm alone too long I can't sleep without chattering when I'm not with someone Late last fall she ended it all and moved to who knows where Just like that, she vanished and packed and never even call
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Oh hi guys! How's it goin'?
I'm hyper, HYPER I SAY. Of course I am ;D
So yeah, last week's been hell with a little touch of heaven here and there..
So I won this competition, got closer to a lot of friends, and even seemingly has another BFF to add to the list :3
But I'm getting freaking annoyed; I'm getting a coooold!
Argh, this is so frustrating -_-
And sis keeps commenting on how I can't keep my hands off my phone now... Heh, like I'd care. It's fun talking to people that you really get along with.
Oh, and yesterday Husnul bought Bleach no. 20 and 21 for me, plus Kuroshitsuji volume 8~
Can I say that I'm even more ecstatic?
But tomorrow, it's gonna be major hell >,<
...yep. Major hell indeed. WHY THE HELL CAN'T I BE A GUY FOR FUCK'S SAKES?
Being a girl is so, so.. difficult.
Yes, DIFFICULT. ALL I CAN DO IS OGLE OVER NEAR >:(
NOOOO, THE ONLY THING THAT SUCKS ASS IS THAT NEAR IS NOT ALIIIIIIIIIIIIVEEEE
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On another side note, I wrote this story for the Short Story Contest.. I think I'm gonna post it on my fic blog, how's that sound?
So, this'll be the main intro:
Title: Equivalent Trade Fandom: Mixed: Death Note, Fullmetal Alchemist, The Quest Pairings/Characters: Nate, Mihael, Selim, The Gatekeeper, The Seal Keeper Genre: Fantasy/Family/Friendship Story Type: Multi-Chaptered Summary: When one believes that nothing's worth more than knowledge, his belief is tested when the only one he holds dear is dead as a result of a Rebound. Now he has to face the consequences, and try to find a way to bring him back.
How's that huh? Nice, isn't it? :D Labels: life, random, story
Monday, April 26, 2010
9:17 PM
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LOL. WITH GOATS.
Alpha bets on Meme!
After another painful twist, Frank found himself between a doc and a hard place following a suspicious run-in with Dr. Fox's Prius. Nan E. Goat arrived on the scene closely tailed by the stunning, red-headed pomeranian lawyer, Ms. Alpha D. Stein, who offered to represent Meme and Frank. With the ambulance and Dr. Nan waiting, Frank carefully weighed your advice and informed Dr. Nan: "I would like to go to the hospital to get my hooves checked, but I think it would be best if I saw another doctor, given your dubious relationship with Dr. Fox and my conflicting legal interests."
Upon hearing Frank speak with such forceful loyalty, Meme kissed the damp tuft between his horns. The pomeranian clipped over, extending her paw to Meme. "Hold on, sweetheart, I believe you'll be needing this." Alpha handed Meme a business card. "I'll wait here while they tow your car. Just remember to get copies of all of your medical records." Meme accepted the card and climbed inside the ambulance to wait for Frank.
Anxious and famished, Frank reached inside his back pocket for a slice of smoked dungarees. "Drop your pants now!" Dr. Nan ordered him. "You can't eat if you might need surgery. Then again, what do I care? I can't believe you'd hire that ambulance-chasing bit ..., I mean, female dog, after everything we've been through together!"
"What did you call me?" Alpha yapped. "Go LJ-cut yourself!" She barked at Dr. Nan, who stomped off in a huff.
"Oh no," Frank confronted Alpha, "please don't tell me that you know Dr. Nan too! You don't, ... do you?"
"Know her ... that's an understatement," she sneered. "We actually knew each other in the biblical sense until she took up with that sneaky fox. I can assure you that nothing would make me happier than to see that you win your day in court!"
The paramedics placed Frank on a stretcher and hoisted him into the vehicle. Dr. Nan swished over and got into Dr. Fox's Prius, which had suffered a broken headlight and dented bumper from the collision. Frank would like to know if Alpha's prior relationship with Dr. Nan should disqualify her as a potential attorney. Let him know what you think, and he'll shoot you over a rocket for your out-of-this-world guidance!
If you don't understand eljay speek, then you'd probably won't get the jokes here. Labels: lol
Saturday, April 17, 2010
11:30 PM
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Go Buy a Bouquet!
If you want roses, You can go buy a bouquet If that just won't cut it, Well what can I say?
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ARRRGGHHH! RAR RAR RAR!
I'M GOING TO HEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLL, SCHOOL HELLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!
Y'know, I can't believe the other kids will be back on Monday. Which means, BYAKUSHIN IS BACK!
... the necklace kinda breaks off... so now I'm using the L one. It's a shame they don't have Near :( And it's what you do
LOL sorry. I'm just liking this song so much.
So I just finished reading The Fortunate Pilgrim by my favorite fake!mafiaman, Mario Puzo. And it's awesome! No, really. It's like a true story, about Italian immigrants and their lives. Oh how I cried when the son, Vincenzo, died. And his half-sibling, Gino, kinda wept for him in his own way. Well he wept for their memories as children.. not exactly the kind of grief you'd expect, but, oh well.
And I think I just blew off my presentation >.<
IT'S NOT MY FAULT. I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE AT THE LIBRARY, BUT I HAD SOME DEBT TO PAY!
Gosh, Mrs. Yeni is sooo going to kill me.
Aaaannndd, my legs hurt! And I don't know why! Fucking hell, it's christmas! LOL.
Well this entry's a filler anyway. Labels: life, rant, school
11:24 PM
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Kicking In
I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness Because none of it was ever worth the risk
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Aww, I love that song. The quote is the line used in this story. It's awfully sweet, though a bit random. But sweet ^o^
Anyways, this is the first day of school without some friends because they're going on a trip to Jakarta for some actual Sister School program. Honestly I thought if our school has a sister school that means there would be some student exchange program, but it seems I'm wrong.
I had loads of fun today. Sitting with Via isn't that bad, Shinta and Bella are nice too. Well the rest of them are nice. And I hope someone will remember to buy me a necklace!
 Well it started like this: this morning I found out my Byakushin wasn't with me when I had a shower, so I half-panicked, and decided to quickly finish my shower to find him. Apparently, he's under my pillow. Silly Byakuya!
So then it turned out that my necklace was growing old and rusty (even though it's only been a few months) compared to the old L necklace. So mom fixed it :D
Argh, silly Byakushin! And do you know my sister now has a crush on DOCTOR NEAR?
Yesssh, I shouldn't let her read Spoiled Sanity in the first place. Now she wants to be like Mihael/Mihi/Mello. And she accused me of being Matt-ish (mind you, in that story Matt is a cold-blooded killer). WHICH I AM NOT.
Geez, I like Doctor Near, he's nice and all, but I DON'T LIKE THE MATT. NO. JUST NO.
Isn't it an irony that I hate that Matt but I love Doctor Matt? Especially when the doctor's patient is a certain albino named NATE but mostly known as NEAR? Oh sweet irony, both stories are written by the same author >.<
But the second story, called Thief, is more shota. Why? Because it has adult!Matt x weakteenager!Near. IT IS SO WIN. BUT THE ENDING, WHY DID MIHAEL DIEEEEEE?
It seems people agree that Mello wouldn't die for anything or anyone but Near XD
OH TRUE LOOOOVVVEEEE. IT OUTSHINES MY OTP!
ARRGGHH NOOO! I'M VANISHING! I'M VANISHING! *poof*
(....But we all know that Matt doesn't really want to help Mello during the explosion, because he's now in love with Near.....) Labels: byakushin, l word, life, matt/near, school, story
Monday, April 12, 2010
11:05 PM
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FAAAAAAAAKKKK
Rewind to the first time that I felt it coming I knew it would not last
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HOLY SHIP! I ALMOST GOT A HEART ATTACK WHEN I SAW DEMI LOVATO'S SLUTTY PIC! LOL IT'S ALMOST PREDICTABLE. FROM SIS BTW
ho snap, put some clothes on woman she looks like she could be on jersey shore
I 'LOL'ed about a million times inside my head.
BTW it's a fake update :p Labels: lol
10:43 PM
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Fic Recommendations PART I
Because neither of them want to say goodbye, and that's how Matt wants to remember Near.
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Now I shall give you links to my all time favorite stories! Whoo!!! BTW that was a quote from a story...
Note: MattNear. You could practically hear Matt's heart breaking throughout the whole fic. Beautiful. Really, I kid you not. BTW it's hardcore yaoi guys. I'm more interested in the feeling of it though :D
Note: MelloNear. FLUFF! Fluffy fluffy fluff. Excuse the chocolate easter egg there, it doesn't really matter.
Note: MattNear. Fluff! Fluffy fluffy fluff fluff fluff. It's amazingly adorable, innocent maybe. But still, FLUFF! GAH I'M CRYING BLOOD IN HAPPINESS. And the first fic I commented on eljay xD Note: girl!NearMatt. LOL it's a bit of humor in here. Girl!Near just seemed so real to me, and Matt could be such an asshole if he wants. And a bit of future threesome mentioned.. Not really confirmed though.
Note: girl!MattNear. Another laughable story. 'Tis is nice fluff. Really. It is.
Note: MelloNear. Set during the Wammy days. It's so nice, it warms me up. NOT THAT KIND YOU PERV. More like a warm feeling, making me go awwwwww all day and smile like an idiot. Note: MelloNear. 'Every boy, he said, has a little sweetheart.' That quote was from Joyce's 'The Encounter'. And that quote, and spring too, will always remind me of this story. I remembered painting a tree, I want it gold and yellow, shining in all its glory. Somehow it reminds me of innocence, childhood innocence that was written like a poem in this story. Note: MelloNear. It's a translation from Italian to English by Jenwryn. The story's really good though. It's beautiful. Note: MattNear with Matt and Mello as friends. In some kind of AU where our favorite Ms survive. It's hilarious, really. Started out from YouTube, where Matt pretended he's a scuba man. The whole thing is great, really.
Note: The first Bleach fic in this entry.I'm not gonna say anything about the pairing, just know that it's not RenRuki or IchiRuki, nor it's yaoi. Just read it ;D
Note: MattNear. THE BEST LEMON I'VE EVER READ. SERIOUSLY. HOW CAN I FORGET THIS BABY? If you want to read the story + commentaries from the author, go here. It really gives you a more insight view on their relationship.
Note: MelloNear. Beautiful, with the beaches and how Near's feelings for Mello slowly unravels throughout the fic. Matt's silly interactions in the background also put a smile on my face every time I read this. I think I've ranted about the story before in one of my posts..
Note: MattNear. *sigh* Just read.
Note: Hints of MattNear and one sided MattMello. A three-shot. I like the ending of the first part, where Matt whispers something to Near... Note: MattNear. Probably one of the earliest fics of this pairing that I've read. The inspiration for my poem :3
Note: MattNear. Set in roughly the same universe as 'The Sound of Silence'. It's very, um, arousing. No, just kidding. But it's funny to read Near getting ticked off by Matt during intercourse. Note: MattNear. In the end everything falls into place and it leads to this. You know that since the beginning there's always a possibility of them being together just as a replacement for Mello, but in this fic they didn't take it that way. They thought of each other as a different being than the blond, and that's why their memories of the other lingers.
Note: GevanniNear. I adore this story, the whole thing. Gevanni was just, argh, I can't explain it with words. Overall, it's fluffy goodness <3
Note: MattNear. LOL phailed phonesex.
Note: MattNear. Read in the comments that the author decided Mello was dead by that point, so they grieved for him between their joys.
Note: Hinted MattMello, although for me it's FRIENDSHIP. It's a painful reminder of what could be their last moment together, and what's going to happen next. Honestly, this one is <3
Note: MelloNear. Sad, sad story.
Note: MattNear. Yep, one of the earliest I read of this pairing.
Note: Can actually be any pairing you want. Though I'd really love it to be MattNear. And to be honest, this story actually fits me, in someway, though I'm not gonna tell much about it...
Note: MattNear. It's a sweet moment captured, and the unspoken emptiness grew louder between them. Beautiful.
Note: MelloNear. A beautiful piece that actually made me cry. Here's a quote from the story:
For the cold winter nights, all he needs is Mello.
He shines like the sun.
Maybe he's not that tender.
A little harsher...
But he definitely makes him feel warm.
Maybe he burns like fire.
And makes him feel his own existence.
And he burns in his cold winter...
Near likes it that way.
And for that, he would let Mello burn his world... and him.
And now, this shall ends our meeting. Adieu!
.:I promise you anything for another shot at life:.
Labels: bleach, death note, matt/near, mello/near, story
Sunday, April 11, 2010
5:50 PM
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Ashtray Heart
Cenicero, mi cenicero! Mi corazón de cenicero
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Lovin' this song a lot right now. My head goes all 'cenicero, mi cenicero!' now. LOL. But I am a bit out of my head right now. Don't ask why. Don't.
Yesterday was the first day of schooooooool... And it's boring. Well, not really. But I had a lot to do yesterday. And it's boooooring!
But yesterday was also the beginning of a dream that plagued my sleep.
So in that dream I was like in a place, kind of Godfather II-ish with a mix of Kuroshitsuji feel. I remembered Bounts from Bleach, and the Noah's Ark carnival from Kuroshitsuji. The school has a new teacher, a foreign one. And apparently it's Bernie. She recognized me, I was happy.
Then somehow I remembered making a deal with someone, I don't remember. Then I was sent on a hit. From that point I don't know if I'm myself or not, because everything just went a bit AWOL.
So I used my alchemist skill (yeah, dreamed Fullmetal too) to lift the ground and make a barrier around the guy, before grabbing a lead pipe and cracking his head open with it. Then when I went out from the room, I saw someone familiar, but I don't really know who.
The next thing I know I was slammed to the wall, by a blond. I don't know who, but I think the blond's a dude. He growled at me and threatened to kill me. Then Sebastian came and stabbed him from behind, before setting his corpse on fire. In turn he pinned me again to the wall, and forced me to make a deal with him. Y'know, the same deal like he and Ciel made. He began smiling, showing his teeth and I felt like a great spirit energy from him that made me shiver, so I accepted his offer.
Then I was walking down the streets at night, the streets looking like the ones in Kuroshitsuji, when I knew Renji and Rukia were hiding around somewhere. Don't really care about them though. Then I find myself surrounded by bounts and Joker, Dagger, with Smile. They were angry at me for killing their friend.
They gave me time to prepare myself for an attack, but then Smile told me to run instead. So I ran. When I ran, I passed by some of the bounts but they didn't attack me, just made me feel bad. Apparently, the kid I killed was MATT. MAIL JEEVAS.
They said something like 'curse your soul, demon, Mail would be there to kill you in hell.'
Those words shook me inside, then I tripped and fell. Sebastian loomed over me, grinned like an evil child rapist, that somehow reminded me of Near's evil smile. Then it was all dark.
I found myself in a room, sitting, and apparently the darkness was caused by fingers shielding my eyes, (that reminded me of a similar scene in this story with Mello and Near, with Near closing his fingers around Mello's eyes, making day and night changes for the blond, and asking him if he understands why he's doing this. And Mello understands, and that's why he sacrificed his life to make sure that Near didn't get his name written on the Death Note) and those fingers were Near's. NEAR'S.
But he looks at me with sad eyes, then said something that I can't hear. After that I feel suffocated, my windpipes crushed by an unknown being. He just stares, then turned away. Then he closed my eyes and then I can hear him say 'You musn't see this' then I woke up.
YES I REALIZED NEAR JUST CAME WITHIN 10 FEET TO ME AND ACTUALLY TOUCHED ME. THANK YOU. Labels: random
Friday, April 9, 2010
10:52 PM
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Why..
(quick update)
Honestly I don't know why every time I saw a picture of Near, (or read some fanfics about him) I get all bubbly and warm inside. It's like I'm gushing out in complete moe-ness for a lack of better word.
WHY AREN'T YOU ALIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIVE???????????????? Labels: awwness, near
Sunday, April 4, 2010
7:44 PM
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