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Lovin' this song a lot right now. My head goes all 'cenicero, mi cenicero!' now. LOL.

But I am a bit out of my head right now. Don't ask why. Don't.

Yesterday was the first day of schooooooool... And it's boring. Well, not really. But I had a lot to do yesterday. And it's boooooring! 

But yesterday was also the beginning of a dream that plagued my sleep.

So in that dream I was like in a place, kind of Godfather II-ish with a mix of Kuroshitsuji feel. I remembered Bounts from Bleach, and the Noah's Ark carnival from Kuroshitsuji. The school has a new teacher, a foreign one. And apparently it's Bernie. She recognized me, I was happy.

Then somehow I remembered making a deal with someone, I don't remember. Then I was sent on a hit. From that point I don't know if I'm myself or not, because everything just went a bit AWOL.

So I used my alchemist skill (yeah, dreamed Fullmetal too) to lift the ground and make a barrier around the guy, before grabbing a lead pipe and cracking his head open with it. Then when I went out from the room, I saw someone familiar, but I don't really know who. 

The next thing I know I was slammed to the wall, by a blond. I don't know who, but I think the blond's a dude. He growled at me and threatened to kill me. Then Sebastian came and stabbed him from behind, before setting his corpse on fire. In turn he pinned me again to the wall, and forced me to make a deal with him. Y'know, the same deal like he and Ciel made. He began smiling, showing his teeth and I felt like a great spirit energy from him that made me shiver, so I accepted his offer. 

Then I was walking down the streets at night, the streets looking like the ones in Kuroshitsuji, when I knew Renji and Rukia were hiding around somewhere. Don't really care about them though. Then I find myself surrounded by bounts and Joker, Dagger, with Smile. They were angry at me for killing their friend. 

They gave me time to prepare myself for an attack, but then Smile told me to run instead. So I ran. When I ran, I passed by some of the bounts but they didn't attack me, just made me feel bad. Apparently, the kid I killed was MATT. MAIL JEEVAS.

They said something like 'curse your soul, demon, Mail would be there to kill you in hell.'

Those words shook me inside, then I tripped and fell. Sebastian loomed over me, grinned like an evil child rapist, that somehow reminded me of Near's evil smile. Then it was all dark.

I found myself in a room, sitting, and apparently the darkness was caused by fingers shielding my eyes, (that reminded me of a similar scene in this story with Mello and Near, with Near closing his fingers around Mello's eyes, making day and night changes for the blond, and asking him if he understands why he's doing this. And Mello understands, and that's why he sacrificed his life to make sure that Near didn't get his name written on the Death Note) and those fingers were Near's. NEAR'S. 

But he looks at me with sad eyes, then said something that I can't hear. After that I feel suffocated, my windpipes crushed by an unknown being. He just stares, then turned away. Then he closed my eyes and then I can hear him say 'You musn't see this' then I woke up.

YES I REALIZED NEAR JUST CAME WITHIN 10 FEET TO ME AND ACTUALLY TOUCHED ME. THANK YOU.