and maybe i am a crook
for stealing your heart away
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haven't wrote in this blog for a longgggg time, so hello! hi!
i am no longer a high school student. NO LONGER A HIGH SCHOOL STUDENT. fuck yes. i just had to announce that haha. currently i am stuck in the space between high school and college - the glorious four months break. from studying. hhhh. God knows i can't get a break from studying.
soooooo my months are filled with internet-based activities and sleeping and fangirling. generally making myself an equivalent to a sloth, which is a harder work than you think. i've also went to spiritual vacations (lol just one, very satisfying though) and it made me think of existential questions and how i'm probably unfit to answer them wisely without coming off as pretentious. or old.
instead, i drown myself in angst (and believe me, new fandoms = MORE ANGST fuck yeah) and music and John Green novels.
so. back to the topic at hand, i consider myself a much more mature person, finally growing into my personality. i have been told that i finally look less like a sixth grader and more like a twelfth grader, which is cool, but not cool because I AM NOW IN COLLEGEEEEEEE.
whoops got out of hand with that one, sorry.
and now let me tell you all about the stories going on in my mind, like somehow i thought i would die in my 40s or 50s peacefully, and have twin boys. uhhhhhh too soon? yes, i think so too.
wait don't let me tell you about them. let me tell you about my current fandom loves:
Skyfall
yes, Skyfall is a Bond movie, but NEVER MIND THAT DANIEL CRAIG IS IN HIS 40s AND TECHNICALLY NOT MY USUAL TYPE he's hot. along with his dearest Quartermaster - played by the endearing Ben Whishaw - they are my biggest ship. they have chemistry, arguably platonic but ssshhhh i'm wearing slash glasses right now so it doesn't matter. both of them are easy to pair, mainly because the Skyfall fandom is very open and since it's a movie franchise the usual amount of tension from waiting for another episode (hah, episode) is slim to none. yay.
Teen Wolf
this. this is my kryptonite right now. why? because there are good looking guys, very good looking guys, and teen wolf has them. lots. lots and lots and lots with a lot of shirtless scenes and gritty, bloody, worn abs and general swoon-worthy manpain and in one case, dimples. fucking dimples, i'm looking at you McCall.
this show proved that i am a teenage girl deep down in my soul; not a teen boy trapped inside a female body. which is, yay. multiple yays. unless you might think i might be gay, which is, um, not likely. but seriously, HORMONES ARE RAGING. EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. this show has ripped my heart multiple times, crushed it in its hands, and mended it together with every single Scott/Allison moments.
let me make you a list of hotness so we can be clear:
1) Scott McCall/Tyler Posey
2) Derek Hale/Tyler Hoechlin
3) Stiles Stilinski/Dylan O'Brien
4) Isaac Lahey/Daniel Sharman
5) Danny Mahaleani (?)
and so on and so forth.
and the girls, i fucking love Lydia Martin because she's gorgeous as hell and smart and scary. and Allison is like the disney princess/katniss everdeen cross which makes her ever so awesome.
THIS SHOW RULED MY SUMMER LIFE.
seriously.
i don't think i can be bothered to continue now that my thoughts have gone haywire. i'm sorry but i'll take a rain check on this one.
Labels: 00q, college fuck yeah, fandom, life, love, school, scott mcstupiddimples, skyfall, teen wolf
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