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come on skinny love
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Kicking In
I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness Because none of it was ever worth the risk
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Aww, I love that song. The quote is the line used in this story. It's awfully sweet, though a bit random. But sweet ^o^
Anyways, this is the first day of school without some friends because they're going on a trip to Jakarta for some actual Sister School program. Honestly I thought if our school has a sister school that means there would be some student exchange program, but it seems I'm wrong.
I had loads of fun today. Sitting with Via isn't that bad, Shinta and Bella are nice too. Well the rest of them are nice. And I hope someone will remember to buy me a necklace!
 Well it started like this: this morning I found out my Byakushin wasn't with me when I had a shower, so I half-panicked, and decided to quickly finish my shower to find him. Apparently, he's under my pillow. Silly Byakuya!
So then it turned out that my necklace was growing old and rusty (even though it's only been a few months) compared to the old L necklace. So mom fixed it :D
Argh, silly Byakushin! And do you know my sister now has a crush on DOCTOR NEAR?
Yesssh, I shouldn't let her read Spoiled Sanity in the first place. Now she wants to be like Mihael/Mihi/Mello. And she accused me of being Matt-ish (mind you, in that story Matt is a cold-blooded killer). WHICH I AM NOT.
Geez, I like Doctor Near, he's nice and all, but I DON'T LIKE THE MATT. NO. JUST NO.
Isn't it an irony that I hate that Matt but I love Doctor Matt? Especially when the doctor's patient is a certain albino named NATE but mostly known as NEAR? Oh sweet irony, both stories are written by the same author >.<
But the second story, called Thief, is more shota. Why? Because it has adult!Matt x weakteenager!Near. IT IS SO WIN. BUT THE ENDING, WHY DID MIHAEL DIEEEEEE?
It seems people agree that Mello wouldn't die for anything or anyone but Near XD
OH TRUE LOOOOVVVEEEE. IT OUTSHINES MY OTP!
ARRGGHH NOOO! I'M VANISHING! I'M VANISHING! *poof*
(....But we all know that Matt doesn't really want to help Mello during the explosion, because he's now in love with Near.....) Labels: byakushin, l word, life, matt/near, school, story
Monday, April 12, 2010
11:05 PM
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Fic Recommendations PART I
Because neither of them want to say goodbye, and that's how Matt wants to remember Near.
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Now I shall give you links to my all time favorite stories! Whoo!!! BTW that was a quote from a story...
Note: MattNear. You could practically hear Matt's heart breaking throughout the whole fic. Beautiful. Really, I kid you not. BTW it's hardcore yaoi guys. I'm more interested in the feeling of it though :D
Note: MelloNear. FLUFF! Fluffy fluffy fluff. Excuse the chocolate easter egg there, it doesn't really matter.
Note: MattNear. Fluff! Fluffy fluffy fluff fluff fluff. It's amazingly adorable, innocent maybe. But still, FLUFF! GAH I'M CRYING BLOOD IN HAPPINESS. And the first fic I commented on eljay xD Note: girl!NearMatt. LOL it's a bit of humor in here. Girl!Near just seemed so real to me, and Matt could be such an asshole if he wants. And a bit of future threesome mentioned.. Not really confirmed though.
Note: girl!MattNear. Another laughable story. 'Tis is nice fluff. Really. It is.
Note: MelloNear. Set during the Wammy days. It's so nice, it warms me up. NOT THAT KIND YOU PERV. More like a warm feeling, making me go awwwwww all day and smile like an idiot. Note: MelloNear. 'Every boy, he said, has a little sweetheart.' That quote was from Joyce's 'The Encounter'. And that quote, and spring too, will always remind me of this story. I remembered painting a tree, I want it gold and yellow, shining in all its glory. Somehow it reminds me of innocence, childhood innocence that was written like a poem in this story. Note: MelloNear. It's a translation from Italian to English by Jenwryn. The story's really good though. It's beautiful. Note: MattNear with Matt and Mello as friends. In some kind of AU where our favorite Ms survive. It's hilarious, really. Started out from YouTube, where Matt pretended he's a scuba man. The whole thing is great, really.
Note: The first Bleach fic in this entry.I'm not gonna say anything about the pairing, just know that it's not RenRuki or IchiRuki, nor it's yaoi. Just read it ;D
Note: MattNear. THE BEST LEMON I'VE EVER READ. SERIOUSLY. HOW CAN I FORGET THIS BABY? If you want to read the story + commentaries from the author, go here. It really gives you a more insight view on their relationship.
Note: MelloNear. Beautiful, with the beaches and how Near's feelings for Mello slowly unravels throughout the fic. Matt's silly interactions in the background also put a smile on my face every time I read this. I think I've ranted about the story before in one of my posts..
Note: MattNear. *sigh* Just read.
Note: Hints of MattNear and one sided MattMello. A three-shot. I like the ending of the first part, where Matt whispers something to Near... Note: MattNear. Probably one of the earliest fics of this pairing that I've read. The inspiration for my poem :3
Note: MattNear. Set in roughly the same universe as 'The Sound of Silence'. It's very, um, arousing. No, just kidding. But it's funny to read Near getting ticked off by Matt during intercourse. Note: MattNear. In the end everything falls into place and it leads to this. You know that since the beginning there's always a possibility of them being together just as a replacement for Mello, but in this fic they didn't take it that way. They thought of each other as a different being than the blond, and that's why their memories of the other lingers.
Note: GevanniNear. I adore this story, the whole thing. Gevanni was just, argh, I can't explain it with words. Overall, it's fluffy goodness <3
Note: MattNear. LOL phailed phonesex.
Note: MattNear. Read in the comments that the author decided Mello was dead by that point, so they grieved for him between their joys.
Note: Hinted MattMello, although for me it's FRIENDSHIP. It's a painful reminder of what could be their last moment together, and what's going to happen next. Honestly, this one is <3
Note: MelloNear. Sad, sad story.
Note: MattNear. Yep, one of the earliest I read of this pairing.
Note: Can actually be any pairing you want. Though I'd really love it to be MattNear. And to be honest, this story actually fits me, in someway, though I'm not gonna tell much about it...
Note: MattNear. It's a sweet moment captured, and the unspoken emptiness grew louder between them. Beautiful.
Note: MelloNear. A beautiful piece that actually made me cry. Here's a quote from the story:
For the cold winter nights, all he needs is Mello.
He shines like the sun.
Maybe he's not that tender.
A little harsher...
But he definitely makes him feel warm.
Maybe he burns like fire.
And makes him feel his own existence.
And he burns in his cold winter...
Near likes it that way.
And for that, he would let Mello burn his world... and him.
And now, this shall ends our meeting. Adieu!
.:I promise you anything for another shot at life:.
Labels: bleach, death note, matt/near, mello/near, story
Sunday, April 11, 2010
5:50 PM
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Your Last Day
These humans all suck, I'd rather be home feeling violent and lonely
I'm not trying to sound so insincere,
But the postcard that's taped to the freezer reads "Wish you were here"
How I wish I could disappear
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Three days before the showdown.
YES THE FINAL SHOWDOWN.
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Teru Mikami was supposed to go to the bank today. With Gevanni following. It's assumed he goes to the bank around this date. So when he goes to the bank again tomorrow, Gevanni's suspicion arose.
And in my fic, 'Twenty', on this day Matt and Near were supposed to say their goodbyes in SPK HQ.
And around midnight, Mello would write his letter, directed to Near and Shore (one for Matt, but he's not sure if they'd both survive).
Seriously. Tomorrow will be very depressing. For me at least. Nah, IDK. Maybe it'll just be the best day of my life.
I hope I can publish that part of Twenty on my LJ. Come on, everyone needs a dose of Matt/Near love, right? Okay, maybe not. Because I almost post it and I was such a coward I closed the tab -_-
BUT EVERYONE STILL NEEDS A DOSE OF MY OTP!
Besides those MM shippers must be crying because their so-called OTP are going to die tomorrow >:(
I think I should post a picspam. And yes I'm gonna do one, right now. But I'm not gonna post a lot, save it for tomorrow I guess.
Fanmix anyone?
HAPPY THOUGHTS. THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS.
This is oh-so bothersome.
BTW if you want to download that MN fanmix - Pretence, Glances, and Messed Up Chances - you can do so here.
Use the MegaUpload one, because SendSpace is such a bitch.
Seriously, CAN ANY OF YOU BUY ME THOSE DOUJINS BY TIROL? I WAAAAAAAAANNTT THEM.
So.
Fucking.
Much.
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BTW did you hear? Someone broke up *gasps dramatically* at school. And someone *nudgenudge* hooked up :D
Seriously at school there's too much drama. My poor brain can't handle it.
Remind me to never go out with anyone at school. They're such freaks.
Labels: death note, fanmix, MATT, matt/near, MELLO-CHAN, picspam, random, rant
Monday, January 25, 2010
11:33 PM
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Paper Hearts - A MattNear Fanmix
Yes. Fanmix time! I did it! A Matt/Near one of course ;)
DL Link
Sorry for the whole four parts thingy. Box.net won't accept the file if it exceeds 25MB and uploading to Mediafire took me forever :(
PAPER HEARTS - A Matt/Near Fanmix
Track listing:
1. My Paper Heart - All American Rejects
Please just don't play with me, my paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do, be with me please I'll beseech you
Simple things that make you run away
Catch you if I can
Matt's telling Near to keep his heart safe. Or something like that. You know he hates waiting, or at least my Matt is.
2. W.A.M.S. - Fall Out Boy
Hurry, hurry
You put my head in such a flurry, flurry
What makes you so special?
What makes you so special?
I'm gonna leave you
I'm gonna teach you
How we're all alone
This would be the song that fits Matt when he thinks about Near and was like 'who the hell is he?' and 'why do I care so much about him?' or something like that.
3. Heartbeat - Stereo Skyline
So baby keep my heart beat, beat, beat, beatin'
She's the soul reason I keep believing
That we're gonna die like this you know, oh, oh, oh
They'd listen to this when they're together xD And Matt would just drag Near to dance, even though Near doesn't want to yet they had so much fun...
4. Damned If I Do Ya (Damned If I Don't) - All Time Low
Don't make a fool of myself
When you hang around
When you're gone
I'm a match that's burning out
Could have been, should have done
What I said I was going to do
...Title says all perhaps. Hesitation. Afraid of rejection. In the end, if they had been more brave they could be together.
DO I HAVE TOO MANY SONGS FROM MATT'S POV?
5. Used To - Daughtry
We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
The nights were clearer for the first time that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought we used to know
At least there's you
And at least there's me
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back?
To how it used to be
After Mello's departure though. All consistency between everyone in the orphanage was broken. This includes Matt and Near. Matt sank into some kind of depression for losing his buddy, Near blames himself for letting Mello go.
6. Fell In Love Without You - Motion City Soundtrack
Last night I fell in love without you
I waved goodbye to that heart of mine beating solo on your lawn
Matt fell in love with Near, without Mello of course xD
BUT THIS IS NOT GOING TO BE A SONG ABOUT PREVIOUS MM RELATIONSHIP! FUCK THOSE SHIPPERS!
7. Dead On Arrival - Fall Out Boy
This is side one
Flip me over
I know I'm not your favorite record
The songs you grow to like never stick at first
So I'm writing you a chorus
And here is your verse
Near's always there for Matt during his ups and downs. But he couldn't help but feel small in comparison to Mello, who was always number one for Matt because they're buddies. He wants Matt to notice him more, rather than come to him in his needs only.
8. Lost In You - Three Days Grace
You try to lie and say I was everything
I remember when I said I'm nothing without you
I'm nothing without you
Somehow I found a way to get lost in you
Let me inside, let me get close to you
Change your mind, I'll get lost if you want me to
Somehow I found a way to get lost in you
Near is a complicated human being. Matt doesn't object to this statement.
9. Franklin - Paramore
Could you remind me of a time when we were so alive?
Do you remember that? Do you remember that?
Could you help me push aside all that I have left behind?
Do you remember that? Do you remember that?
Yeah. After Mello left everything turned gloomy. They turned to each other for comfort. I think this is where it all really begin.
10. Cambridge - Motion City Soundtrack
With visitations from the underwhelmed,
Five years she fears to hold my broken head.
Why were you gone? Why were you gone so long?
She is the reason that I still believe...
Hold my hand,
Where storms are sand.
And sand is said,
To be sad.
This song could fits Matt's feeling when he was left by Mello, or in some AU version in which he survives the Takada incident. His mind, and soul was tortured. And yet no one can see it.The line she is the reason that I still believe refers to...
Yes. Near.
11. Stuck On You - Paramore
I thought I'd drop you easily
But that was not to be
You burrowed like a summer tic
So you invade my sleep and confuse my dreams
Turn my nights to sleepless itch
Stuck on you 'till the end of time
I'm too tired to fight your rhyme
Stuck on you 'till the end of time
you've got me paralyzed
Near couldn't forget Matt, or Mello for that matter (But we'll focus on Matt because this is a Matt/Near fanmix after all). Every night he'd dream of lazy summer days, afternoons in autumn and cold winter nights when they were children. His mind completely stuck on Matt.
12. Feel Like Rain - Motion City Soundtrack
And we feel like rain,
When the words all sound the same,
In the lifeless corners of this empty frame
We love that game, but we never play
'Cause we will lose and we wanna stay
The way we are, the way we've been
For far too long
Kira case took a lot from them. They suffer, they burn, they went mad, yadda yadda yadda. But it's all for the greater good.
13. All I Wanted - Paramore
Think of me, when you're out, when you're out there
I'm begging nice on my knees
And when the world treats you way to fairly
It's a shame I'm a dream
I could follow you to the beginning
Just relive the start
Maybe then we'd remember to slow down
On all of our favorite parts
Can be interpreted both ways. In the end, the only thing they loved most was the feel of being alive in the presence of the other.
...All I wanted was you. Nothing else.
Labels: death note, fanmix, matt/near
Saturday, January 23, 2010
11:58 PM
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My Paper Heart
Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I'll beseech you
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I was gonna share a fanmix I just made, a Matt/Near one at that. But I'm having trouble with the download link. So yeah. I fail. I'll just leave the cover here.
Okay, now: Doujinshi sharing time!
Pairing: L/Light, Mello/Near, Light/Mello, L/Near, L/Mello, Light/Near (yep. It's so confusing)
Rating: Worksafe. AKA NO PR0N. HAHA.
Summary: Family time. Usual stuff. Mello's jealous of Near and Near's jealous of Light, and Light's jealous of... yeah. All possible six pairings in a row. I think it's pretty nice, the story line I mean. Oh yes, AU!
Pairing: None. Maybe one sided Halle/Mello because she's a total pedo for him and one sided Near/Mello. I SAW HINTS OF GEVANNI/NEAR HERE TOO!
Really. I WILL NOT CONSIDER MM AS A PAIRING. NEVER.
Rating: PG
Summary: High school AU. Near's like the class rep and Gevanni's his lackey. And both Ms are BFFs BUT NOT GAY FOR EACH OTHER. And in the end it has a nice fight scene vs. Rod Ross. Fuck yeah!
Pairing: L/Mello
Rating: G. One, chaste kiss only, I swear!
Summary: IDK it's fluff. Seriously, child!Mello is soooo cute! I was like 'AWWWWWWWW and then go 'NAWWWWWW' and go 'AWWWWW' again :D
And another one, though it's not for download...
Made by rubbersoul, who I have to give credits for making Near as awesome as possible. It's for Mello's birthday, can you believe that? Akane made a sad one, something about last birthday or something something.
So yeah. The end of the looong doujin post. Hope you guys will read the ratings first, or the summary at least. Don't want to download some PWP again, right? *grins*
Labels: death note, doujin, fail, fanmix, MATT, matt/near, mello/near, NIA-TAN
8:33 PM
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Baby's Hellbent on Revenge
I want your ugly,
I want your disease
I want your everything as long as it's free
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ARRGGGHHH!
Yes. ARRGGGHHH!
Again! ARRGGGHHH!
I hate this shit. So. Fucking. Much.
D'you know why?
Swimming. 2 PM on Friday. At BHL. Fucker.
I despised that place! Can't you do it somewhere else?
Like GG Clubhouse, where the fee is only Rp10,000?
Not five fucking thousand Rupiahs more expensive?
IDK I hate wasting money on things I don't like to do. And this is DO NOT WANT.
I repeat: DO NOT WANT.
Yes, I'm a cheapskate. Whatcha gonna do about it? Sue me? I own your sorry ass.
Why does things have to get worse?
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In other news, there's um.. nothing.
I think there's something about my blog that I want to change. Later though. I'm having fuuuuuuuuunnn!
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Oh and we had Physics today and Tria just messed up our group rep. NO THANKS TO YOU CHICO.
Ma'am Komala said this and he wrote that. And again. And again. And again.
Should I say again?
I'm not mad, it's just so fucking funny. I'm laughing my ass off as I write this shit.
I like seeing his 'omg-what-am-i-gonna-dooo' face :D
And he kept saying nonsense like blah blah blah. I won't tell because you'd all go all *dramatic gasp* and say 'i knew it!'.
The truth: IT'S NOT TRUE. DON'T BELIEVE WHAT MR. BIG NOSE HAS TO SAY. NEVER.
And I think M appreciates his new blogskin. Maybe. IDK he didn't really say it.
And Rani wants to make an LJ! YAAAAAAYYY! Another converter! *jumps up and down*
Believe me, we're gonna have so much fun... xD
Also, Putri now accepts Mello/Near. Or is that Near/Mello? Since we both agreed Mello should be the girl in the relationship. I think yes. I'm tired with people portraying Near as an uke just because he's small and fragile and weak and has a girly voice. Though I don't mind him as one, I just like it better when he's topping.
Seriously? My reason for doing so is because a fic I read. Called 'Dead or Alive' or something like that. Near's seme, and he kepts calling Mello 'beautiful, beautiful Mello', as if he was truly enchanted by the blond's beauty.
I always think of Mello as pretty. In some way, he is. Though with his scars he could no longer be called beautiful, but handsome instead.
Striking. Bold. Passion firing up in his cerulean eyes.
Yeah, I like to imagine Mello that way.
And Near, well he's Near. As I said in my previous entry; a silent man could not be taken as weak.
Take Michael Corleone for example. Previously he was known as the blacksheep in the family. An outsider, an innocent bystander or something like that.
But there's more than that facade of his. In the end they all fear the wartime hero.
I think it applies to Near, who in some ways are similar to Michael's character. I'm not going to explain more, I think you can read that entry for the explanation.
So yeah, he's weak physically. But mentally, he's stronger than most people. And with a smart brain like his he could use it to his own advantage.
He could even manipulate Mello to love him, then dump him just to mess with him.
I like seeing fics where Near was shown as a controlling little bitch. Of course he's seme though. It shows a side of his evil side. The side that's probably only shown in the manga/anime by his action of trying to bring Kira to justice, just because the great L died in his hands. A selfish reason, yes.
The world was in peace before Light died. After that it came back to normal. And the reason was two selfish boys, barely out of their teens who wants nothing more than capture Kira to avenge the death of their idol.
If you look closer, it means they're trying to show who's more powerful in this one. Raised as Wammy children, where competition was every where, they probably wants to be the best.
Second best just won't suffice. Mello clearly shows his dislike at being second best to Near, and now third because of Kira. Near only showed subtle signs of his childish attitude, not wanting to lose.
So beside L's death, the motive of their actions was to be the best.
In Death Note I always see the theme revolves around boredom (boredof playing cat and mouse, bored of waiting for the enemy to strike, bored because your rival was being such a push over and didn't give you any challenge) and power (Wammy's House, L and Light's mental combat, Mello's inferiority complex, his bold statement at Volume 7 Chapter 61, etc.) and justice (Kira's ideology, L's statement in the one-shot, Near's statement at Volume 12 Chapter 105).
Yeah, everything does play out perfectly in DN.
Back to the seme!Near problem, I also like adult!Nearxchild!Mello. Dunno, it's just cute I guess.
And I shall adore rubbersoul for writing fics about them *hearts overly*
Now I shall leave you with this:
THIS PIC = LOVE
Labels: death note, matt/near, mello/near, NIA-TAN, pairings, pic, pissed off, random, rant
Monday, January 18, 2010
6:48 PM
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A Normal Rambling
Everyone needs a dose of it, right?
So recently, I've noticed my attitude has gone from uncaring and passive to extremely aggressive.
Dunno why, don't care. What sucks is this happened the same time as my writers block. AND I HATE WRITERS BLOCK, DAMN YOU!
But hey, I wrote the first chapter to my AU DN story. And I got two brand new ideas for the FLS2N preparation. AND I also got an idea for a one-shot about Shore and A.
First, let's see my first multi chaptered story, shall we?
Title: Meet Me On Thames Street
Fandom: Death Note
Pairings: Matt/girl!Near
Genre: General, Friendship, light Romance
Summary: (still haven't figured it out yet)
THE PLOT BUNNY:
Mail Jeevas, as a student at Wammy High. Friends with Natalie River, whose rival, Mihael Keehl is driving her nuts. IDK maybe add in some Six Feet Under the Stars scene in the middle? More like friend, falling for another friend. Yes, thanks to Mello. (Although Mello's an evilll jerk here. No. JK.)
And... other plot bunnies!
SHORE/A
Title: call it, "Singing in the rain" for now.
Genre: Fluff
Story: Shore. A. Laughing and singing in the rain. Fluff. Yes.
BAKUMAN LIKE THINGY
Title: call it "bakuman like thingy" for now.
Genre:Friendship.
Story: A teenager who aspires to be a novelist, and a young actress in making. AND IT PROBABLY GOES LIKE BAKUMAN, ONLY SHORTER AND IN INDONESIAN.
RELIGION
Title: call it "religion" for now.
Genre: General. Spiritual.
Story: A girl who doesn't believe in God who studies at a religious school. She confines to her friend, on how she wished she was born an atheist and that in the end there's nothing but Nothingness. Views on Heaven and Hell. She decides to learn deeper about the religion, to satisfy boredom. In the end she dies while saying prayers as her last words.
So it's not so bad, is it? Many plot bunnies popping up in my head.
Got a few actually, written on my notebook.
There's one called "Our Song" and it's about Matt asking Near what'll their song be.
And another called 'Paint Me Red and White'. Title says all. Matt, Near, and painting.
And a 'Last Night' inspired one! Made up of original characters though. It's finished already.
Imma post them later when I get home, right now doing this in front of sis' laptop. At The Store -_- Labels: matt/near, rant, story
Thursday, January 14, 2010
8:59 PM
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PICSPAM PART I
FUCK YEAH PICSPAMS BABY!
Regarding to the first day of school, and starting a new semester, I think it's appropriate to add something Bakuman-ish to the mix, y/y?
The duo, Shujin and Saiko :D
I'm seriously wanting to be Shujin, he's uber cool!
Shujin aka Takagi Akito. Yes, he has pink hair in this one but who cares?
Eiji!!! Niizuma Eiji, the genius high schooler *hearts*
He's awesome, like all kid like and stuff. Reminds me of Near <3 But he's wackier. And funnier. All around awesome.
AND NOW BRING IN THE DN!
Doctor L ready for surgery.
Honestly, WOULD YOU?
Gevanni. Cause he doesn't get enough love from the fandom.
MATT! MATT! MATT!
D.Nd Poisoned by Akane-sama.
Wait for the sequel!
Wack. Crack.
Sutenia. A very cute pairing. Yes, I used the 'cute without the e' word.
IDK Near and Mello looks pretty wearing schoolgirl uniforms, Y/N?
LOL poor Mello, getting his nose pinched by Near!
Well he was going to punch Nia-tan anyway, so he deserved it....
...yeah.
Adult!Near and child!Mello.
Yep. Pinky promises.
I don't support MxM, and this is obviously NOT MxM.
"Whoa! I rule! Hey, watch it Matt!"
"Sorry Mells, but it's pretty hard doing this, and my legs are getting sore..."
"Goddammit Matt, I-"
And he fell to the ground with a loud thump.
Screencap-ed L. I love this part.
Fuck yeah Capslock_dn!
IDK it's just pretty I guess.
Near. Smiling. Another work by rubbersoul****. I saw her LJ, it's awesome!
Near is popular. No one can deny it xD
From Akane-sama.
'Cause Putri likes this one.
Gevanni wants to chill out. OH THE IRONY.
Somehow, I'm sure this was drawn by the maker of that Dearest doujin. My fave.
MattNear reference above. I'm itching to find more of Ai Ai Love's drawings.
MELLO IN WONDERLAND! Ai Ai Love to credit, again.
Hehe, Light and L are being mean to Matsuda.
FUCK YEAH FLAT FACED LIGHT
A parody of the Kanye West incident, where he upstaged Taylor Swift.
This time:
West = Near
Swift = Mello
Beyonce = L
Seriously, this doujin got some nice drawing style. WANT.
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BECAUSE IT'S LATE, I'LL LEAVE YOU WITH THIS:
Before you ask: KIMMIE is a friend of mine at LJ.
Labels: bakuman, death note, doujin, gevanni/near, mashiro moritaka, MATT, matt/near, MELLO-CHAN, mello/near, NIA-TAN, niizuma eiji, picspam, takagi akito
Monday, January 11, 2010
11:11 PM
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Yes and No
LAST DAY OF HOOOOOOOLIDAYYYYY!!!
WOOT WOOT!
Okay, fun's over. I'm not really excited. I just want to spend my time in front of my dearest laptop or shooting off Barzini asses in Godfather or whacking evil super villains in Marvel Ultimate Alliance or get lost in Italy in The Sicilian!
But yeah, I still have my giddy face on right now :D
Recently I've been thinking... I think I got out of my 'Matt/Near OTP' phase.
FIRST, I can't get any pics about those two. ANY fluff pics I would appreciate it, since I'm such a dork for them.
SECOND, I think I read all MattNear fic there is on the internet. I'm boooored!
THIRD, sis won't draw MattNear -__- Hell, she won't draw yaoi at all! And she likes MATT/MELLO! ARRRGGGHHHHHH!!!!!! I loathe that pairing with a passion!
Fuck, why do I have to like rare pairings anyway?
First Jenruki/Henrika aka Jenrya/Henry and Ruki/Rika from Digimon Tamers. Then Hermione/Fred from Harry Potter or Hermione/George. What's next?
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. FUUUUUUCKKK!
And do you want to know another rare pairing I like?
Near/Gevanni (not really rare, but COME ON!)
Near/Sayu (post-series, perhaps?)
Near/Linda (during Wammy's, and after the Yellowbox incident)
Near/Misa (PURE CRACK = WIN)
Yeah, I like cracks. GOT A PROBLEM WITH THAT?
So now all I can read is Mello/Near. Which are pretty fluffy, or angsty, or whatever you like. And no, I don't hate genderswitch fics. Honestly, I like their personalities though. Yin and Yang sort. Like that pic I posted, where Near was night and Mello was day; they're different in so many ways yet if they work together they would be one, complete person. Perfection. Ark, I can't say more about this. RAMBLE RAMBLE.
Maybe I'll post a full essay on how Mello/Near is completely canon. Fuck, I like canon implied pairings now? HAHA.
And do you know? I began to read L/Near! Gosh, I'm such a whore for Near/anyone xD
To end this post, let me give you a piece of my sweet marshmallows (marshmallows was Near's nickname from Matt! *goes crying*)
There he glances at you like, uh, IDK maybe in a seductive tone?
Shit, I'm such a perv for this kid. COME ON, will ya get a grip? *smacks self with iPod*
Oh, and the one thing I dislike about Bakuman was there were no characters that reminds me of Nia-Tan :(
NEXT POST: BAKUMAN! Labels: death note, matt/near, mello/near, NIA-TAN, pairings, rant
Sunday, January 10, 2010
2:18 PM
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Well it started like this: this morning I found out my Byakushin wasn't with me when I had a shower, so I half-panicked, and decided to quickly finish my shower to find him. Apparently, he's under my pillow. Silly Byakuya! 
