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Just leave me your stardust
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turn down the light
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come on skinny love
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It's almost like loving
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All the time, darling now all the time
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i'm taking a chance, letting you inside
i'm feeling alive all over again
as deep as the sky, under my skin
like being in love, she says, for the first time
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Remind me to mark this post:
FANDOM - PAIRING LIST
Digimon 01/02
Digimon Tamers
Death Note
Bleach
Kuroshitsuji
Bakuman
Nabari no Ou
Fullmetal Alchemist
Katekyo Hitman Reborn
...
all/Tsuna? (except Basil and Enma and the girls orz)
Ookiku Furikabutte
Vongola GP Kuru! it's KHR i know
Harry Potter
Criminal Minds
Bones
NCIS
Community
The Social Network
Marvel Universe
Actors RPF
- Andrew Garfield/Jesse Eisenberg
- Andrew Garfield/Rooney Mara
- Jesse Eisenberg/Joe Mazzello
- Jesse Eisenberg/Rooney Mara
- Jesse Eisenberg/Emma Stone
- Joe Gordon-Levitt/Ellen Page
- Tom Hardy/Joe Gordon-Levitt
- Tyler Hoechlin/Dylan O'Brien
- Shemar Moore/Matthew Gray Gubler
American Idol RPF (+ Anthemics!)
- David Cook/David Archuleta
- Phillip Phillips/Jessica Sanchez
- Neal Tiemann/David Archuleta
- Scotty McCreery/Lauren Alaina
- Michael Johns/Carly Smithson
Teen Wolf
- Stiles Stilinski/Lydia Martin
- Scott McCall/Allison Argent
- Scott McCall/Stiles Stilinski
- Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski
- Isaac Lahey/Stiles Stilinski
- Stiles Stilinski/Allison Argent
- Lydia Martin/Allison Argent/Stiles Stilinski (team human!)
- and so many more.................
/list will be updated as soon as I get a new fandom love/
Labels: actors rpf, american idol rpf, bakuman, bleach, bones, community, criminal minds, death note, digimon, harry potter, khr, kuroshitsuji, marvel, ncis, oofuri, pairings, skyfall, the social network, tw, vongola gp
Saturday, January 8, 2011
10:01 PM
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She lays her halo on the pillow
You are made of sugar, milk, and molasses So little darling you attract all the bees
--- Muahahahaha! Tomorrow is the FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!
*cue Apocalypse theme*
Yes, goodbye freedom. Goodbye Nabari no Ou - Raikou-san I'll miss yewwww!!! T.T - goodbye manga colouring, goodbye KHR, goodbye fanfiction wonderland...
AND GOODBYE WORLD AS WE KNOW IT. HOTDAMN *slaps*
So yeah, I spent this morning trying to get the pace in the KHR game. I know, why would I, someone who majored Bleach and kicks ass at Godfather I + II, Scarface, and Godzilla: Monsters Unleashed would want to master a foolish game like that?
..it's not foolish. Say it again and I'll bite you to death.
So I tried out Yamamoto Takeshi first, versus Squalo. And won via time-up. I was like, dammit!arghghaghoagoroghregoeahgo. So I chose some other characters. And guess what;
I found my killer instincts in HDW!Tsuna <3
Considering that I'm the first one to try out the basic moves in the game, it's actually pretty stupid for me to get the hang of the game just now. I mean, for fuck's sake I've tried it two weeks ago! *facepalm*
Oh and can I say I'm addicted to 'Toxic Valentine'? Yeah thanks.
THE SONG ROCKS DUDE. AND SO OMFG - HOT. IT'S LIKE, SEX ON EARPHONES.
LOL JK. It's not that great, though it is great...
Do you know what fanmix included that song? Yes. A fanmix for Bianchi. FTW!
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In other news, Anime News Network confirmed Nabari's ending in September! FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!
I shall grief for Raikou-san with my whole life. If there's only some way to bring him to life *sighs like a classic fangirl*
Yuhki Kamatani-sensei, I hope you will make a new manga, with a Shimizu Raikou lookalike (and preferably having some sort of relationship with a Shimizu Raimei and/or Rokujou Miharu lookalike XD)
(...scratch that. YUKIMI/RAIKOU FUCKING RULES!)
Haahhh, I'm getting so worked up over everything.. I guess I'll never get a rest won't I?
So this is the end for this week. Ciao bitches.
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WAIT!!! THERE'S SOMETHING I HAVE TO SHOW YOU!
now I can die peacefully <333 (1827 PWNS!) Labels: 1827love, faaaabulous raikou, fanmix, fuck, khr, kyou-san, nabari no ou, pairings, pic, rant, school
Sunday, July 11, 2010
8:15 PM
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Another Sunset
But all I ever wanted was to Dream another sunset with you
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Tch. Yeah. From 'Jamie All Over'. I used that lyric as the main prompt for one of my fic. but it's still written on my notebook.
Recently I began watching Animax more often. And I found some of the animes there very entertaining. IDK maybe like Colourcloud Palace? And Bleach, and Fullmetal Alchemist. It's a shame there's no Hetalia -_-
So yeah. I'm a mess. Why? Because I'm not supposed to obsess over anything, not when there's a major test coming up. Except for Near, because he's like a drug for me.
And.. Bakuman is gonna have an anime! I can't wait to hear how Takagi sounds like, or Mashiro. Or Miho. Or Eijiiiii *hearts*
Suure, he's gonna show up later, but at least sooner than Fukuda or Hiramaru or Aoki.
LOL I think there's a threesome love triangle between Fukuda, Hiramaru, and Aoki.
Mashiro + Miho = FLUFF.
Obviously.
COME ON, I'M GONNA RANT ABOUT PAIRINGS IN BAKUMAN NOW! FUCK. I JUST REALIZE IT.
I dislike Takagi/Miyoshi. For no reason. Maybe because Miyoshi is a stupid girl with big boobs. And Takagi's so, IDK insanely awesome? He should be with Iwase instead. NO; PAIR HIM UP WITH AOKI FOR LULZ.
LOL I haven't talked about yaoi pairings here :D
Ookay, first:
Takagi/Mashiro should be pretty typical in the fandom. I mean, come on; bffs love. It's so, typically expected from the fangirls to draw out conclusions like that.
(BUT MATT/MELLO IS DISGUSTING. I DON'T CARE, BEST FRIENDS OR NOT, IT'S HORRIBLE. HORRIBLE!! THEY SHOULD NOT BE TOGETHER. NEVER. EVER. EWWWWWWWW!!!!!!)
LOL do an Eiji/Mashiro for fun. IDK, I can really see that there's no obvious chemistry between the boys in Bakuman. They're all obviously manly, not girly *coughMERO-CHANcough*. And there's plenty of girls to go around there. Finally, a normal relationship!
Though I think Oba and Obata should proclaim that MN is canon. Because it's obvious: Near cares for Mello and Mello has a strange obsession for Near.
Ooooookaayyy. I'm done here. Short, but what the hell, it's an update!
Labels: anime, bakuman, death note, pairings
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
9:03 PM
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So Beautiful
So beautiful, beautiful It's a beautiful lie
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..I laughed out loud. Because of Akane and her Near RP account.
I can't help it! It's just too fucking interesting not to read, so yeah I gotta read it xD
And Near was like "..Mello, you're a girl." and "I want to see you cry, Mello." and "Melloooo, Mellooo? Where are you? I wanna play with you if you play with me I'll give you my legos and my friendship~" and "You're fucking MINE."
It's HILARIOUS. I love Near even more <3
.. I hate that emoticon. It reminds me of my dear rainbow muffin. Ironic, seeing as I now use that name as my FFN account.
Oh and I forgot to tell you how much Akane-chan sucks :(
She said Matt/Near is pure CRACK. POINTLESS. SO UN-CANON. SO WHAT???
THEY'RE PURE CRACK AND FLUFF AND SUGARY SWEETNESS AND THAT'S WHY I LIKE THEM! IT'S A BALANCE BETWEEN THE ANGSTY ADULT MELLO/NEAR FICS! COME ON, IF IT WASN'T FOR THOSE FICS I WOULD'VE SUFFERED FROM HYPOTENSION BY NOW OR I WOULD'VE BEEN AN EMO KID. ARRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!
Even if it wasn't canon I'd still love them.
Right now I'm texting with M about those RP chats. IDK it cracks me up.
And right now iPod's playing 'Himerus and Eros'. How fitting.
Yes it's true, you brainwashed me and now I'm more confused I still somehow hope I'd end up with you Yes it's true, I romanticize every single thing I do Especially when it comes to you
And the part where it goes..
You know I, I hate you No I hate you more You know I, I love you No I love you more
.. is love.
And a Matt reference!
Screw what my supposed friends think It's obvious they reek of jealousy It's obvious they reek of jealousy And the LoveHate temptation:
I hope to God I mean a little more than the sounds that escape your tired 4 AM lips Oh how I wish I meant a little more than the symphony of heavy breathing and the friction of hips
This part too:
And I fight the urge to explore The vastness of your curse I adore
And this one just says 'Mello likes to mess with Near'
You're captivating while evading all the questions I have for you Like, "What exactly makes you tick?"
And this one is how Mello feels when he's afraid of others judging them
When the guilt sets in tell me what are we going to do
And this one is when he sees that side of Near
Your tongue is wet with top secret passion I hope I am the cause of it I'll navigate this unsturdy vessel through the soft sea of pillows and blankets
And this is for Mello, when he realizes he's in love with Near
I've sunken in the quicksands of love And I don't want you to rescue me
Oh dear, this is the perfect MN song to describe their unspoken passion towards the other.
You do realize I posted all the lyrics of the song there? Yeah, I'm amazing at analysis :D Labels: death note, mello/near, pairings, rant, song
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
8:18 PM
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The Best at What We Do
We are the best at what we do And these are the words you wish you wrote down This is the way you wish your voice sounds, Handsome and smart
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I don't feel really great today. IDK, this day sucks big time.
First, thank you legs, you have failed me.
Why? Because of you, I can't dance, or walk for that matter. So? I'm fucking tired. And? Oh just go to hell.
And now I'm thinking of a line in some story in where Matt checks out Near's legs. And he was like 'WTH, why am I checking out his legs?'. I think it's from Threshie's 'This is War'. I love that story, it's pure awesomeness. Fluff. Fluff. Fluff.
I read Eila-chan's post about MN haters. In where she fiercely shot back the arguments that stated 'MN suck! LLight rules fuck yea!'.
Honestly, even though the second arc of DN is pretty rushed, it has many things left open for interpretation. Not like the first arc, in where everything was timed. The second one has a huge time gap between them (2004-2009). And there are introduction to characters that we don't really know much about.
Like Mello and Near. We only know that they're opposites, both are L's successors, geniuses, are rivals, and Mello would always come second after Near. But we don't know about their past, do we? Maybe they could be friends, or at least on friendly terms. Maybe they didn't really hate each other. Who knows?
And L/Light is an interesting pairing. But I never feel any pull towards them, because it's just, yeah. Unexplainable.
Also, today I had a fight with T. Great. Whoopee. Lemme just cut the crap:
I HATE THIS DAY.
Period. Labels: death note, pairings, pissed off, random
Friday, January 29, 2010
6:25 PM
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So Again and Again
I'll watch you dance around
To New Found Glory
On the front seat of my car
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Yes. The dancing part is a contribution to Light IMAGAY. 28/1/2010 baby!
Goodbye. And GOOD RIDDANCE. Same goes to you, Mikami-san. It's a good thing that bitch Takada died already, and Misa's gonna kill herself on Valentine's Day next year. Now I'm perfectly happy.
So you're wondering why I confessed my love to all the beings in the world huh?
Weeeelll, a few minutes before I posted that post I read my email. And it's full of reviews from FFN.net users! And also Favorite Story alert ;D
Yes. I'm rolling in giddy at the time. I mean, who could ever expect people like girl!Matt/Near? It's pure love, I'm telling you. Even more so, the original pairing *gushes like a true fangirl*
COME ON, WHERE IS THE LOVE PEOPLE?
Oh and I'm wearing my new pair of jeans today. It's dark blue, and it goes up to my ribs so it kinda hurts. But I love it, not just because it's new, but because it's loose fitting. I like oversized things.
Now I'm reading a story or something. It's MN, but yeah, it's fine with me.
I must have started talking about Near more often, because that day, Matt said something that nearly killed me.
“You have a crush on Near, don’t you, Mells?”
That was the first thing I heard when I walked through Matt’s door. I choked on my chocolate, nearly spitting it out. When I finally calmed down, I was practically yelling. “W-What!? What the fucking hell, Matt! No, I don’t have a God-damned crush on that God-damned albino freak! How the hell could you even think that!?”
“Because it’s painfully obvious.” Matt didn’t seem fazed by my anger.
I glared at him. “How do you figure that?” I snapped.
“All you talk about is Near. Whenever I ask you to play video games with me, your excuse is that ‘Near would be studying, not playing stupid games’. Everything you do is centered on him. Either you have a crush on him, or you’re so obsessed that he’s all you can ever think about.”
I fell silent, my face heating up. “...” Was I really like that? No. Of course not. Because that would mean that I felt something for Near. I composed myself and addressed the redhead once more. “I can say with 100% certainty that I do not have a crush on Near, nor am I obsessed.” My eyes narrowed.
Matt seemed to contemplate all of this. “...Oh, okay. In that case, will you play a game with me?”
I was careful to avoid Near’s name. “I should be studying.”
“Then I’ll help you study.” Matt grins. I was slightly skeptical, but I’d do anything. I nodded, and Matt’s grin grew.
Matt grabbed up an abandoned textbook from the floor and flipped through it. “Tell me if you know it.” The first few were common knowledge before it got into things even I didn’t know. It was no wonder I was still second...
I was completely immersed in this odd study game, answering each automatically. I didn’t notice exactly what that last fact was.
“You have a crush on Near.”
“I know that.”
Matt smirked. My face reddened. “Shut the fuck up, Matt.”
The worst part?
I’ve always known that.
Yeah, a quote from it. Mello's POV guys. IDK I get the sense of nice fluff around here ^o^
And earlier at school M decided to take a look at my doujin collection.
...yes he read Pink Sniper.
...and California.
IT'S A GOOD THING I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING FROM H-EICHI EXCEPT THAT DAMNED MM DOUJIN. OR ELSE I'D BE DOOOOOMMMMMEEEEEEDDDD!!!
It's amazing why I never go to the evil side (AKA Matt/Mello).
And William didn't sit next to me at EF today so I think I got over my silly little crush on him.
Well, IDK for sure. But, uh, STOP TALKING TO ME.
Pretend that I never said anything about liking William, or stopped liking him. Or anything about the dude, mkay? Honestly I never got so OOC like this.
Y'know, I think I should post something about songs that remind me of certain situations or moods.
I KNO! I POST NEW POST! FAKK YEA! *lol I fail at trollspeak*
Labels: death note, l word, life, lol, pairings
Thursday, January 28, 2010
10:28 PM
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Baby's Hellbent on Revenge
I want your ugly,
I want your disease
I want your everything as long as it's free
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ARRGGGHHH!
Yes. ARRGGGHHH!
Again! ARRGGGHHH!
I hate this shit. So. Fucking. Much.
D'you know why?
Swimming. 2 PM on Friday. At BHL. Fucker.
I despised that place! Can't you do it somewhere else?
Like GG Clubhouse, where the fee is only Rp10,000?
Not five fucking thousand Rupiahs more expensive?
IDK I hate wasting money on things I don't like to do. And this is DO NOT WANT.
I repeat: DO NOT WANT.
Yes, I'm a cheapskate. Whatcha gonna do about it? Sue me? I own your sorry ass.
Why does things have to get worse?
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In other news, there's um.. nothing.
I think there's something about my blog that I want to change. Later though. I'm having fuuuuuuuuunnn!
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Oh and we had Physics today and Tria just messed up our group rep. NO THANKS TO YOU CHICO.
Ma'am Komala said this and he wrote that. And again. And again. And again.
Should I say again?
I'm not mad, it's just so fucking funny. I'm laughing my ass off as I write this shit.
I like seeing his 'omg-what-am-i-gonna-dooo' face :D
And he kept saying nonsense like blah blah blah. I won't tell because you'd all go all *dramatic gasp* and say 'i knew it!'.
The truth: IT'S NOT TRUE. DON'T BELIEVE WHAT MR. BIG NOSE HAS TO SAY. NEVER.
And I think M appreciates his new blogskin. Maybe. IDK he didn't really say it.
And Rani wants to make an LJ! YAAAAAAYYY! Another converter! *jumps up and down*
Believe me, we're gonna have so much fun... xD
Also, Putri now accepts Mello/Near. Or is that Near/Mello? Since we both agreed Mello should be the girl in the relationship. I think yes. I'm tired with people portraying Near as an uke just because he's small and fragile and weak and has a girly voice. Though I don't mind him as one, I just like it better when he's topping.
Seriously? My reason for doing so is because a fic I read. Called 'Dead or Alive' or something like that. Near's seme, and he kepts calling Mello 'beautiful, beautiful Mello', as if he was truly enchanted by the blond's beauty.
I always think of Mello as pretty. In some way, he is. Though with his scars he could no longer be called beautiful, but handsome instead.
Striking. Bold. Passion firing up in his cerulean eyes.
Yeah, I like to imagine Mello that way.
And Near, well he's Near. As I said in my previous entry; a silent man could not be taken as weak.
Take Michael Corleone for example. Previously he was known as the blacksheep in the family. An outsider, an innocent bystander or something like that.
But there's more than that facade of his. In the end they all fear the wartime hero.
I think it applies to Near, who in some ways are similar to Michael's character. I'm not going to explain more, I think you can read that entry for the explanation.
So yeah, he's weak physically. But mentally, he's stronger than most people. And with a smart brain like his he could use it to his own advantage.
He could even manipulate Mello to love him, then dump him just to mess with him.
I like seeing fics where Near was shown as a controlling little bitch. Of course he's seme though. It shows a side of his evil side. The side that's probably only shown in the manga/anime by his action of trying to bring Kira to justice, just because the great L died in his hands. A selfish reason, yes.
The world was in peace before Light died. After that it came back to normal. And the reason was two selfish boys, barely out of their teens who wants nothing more than capture Kira to avenge the death of their idol.
If you look closer, it means they're trying to show who's more powerful in this one. Raised as Wammy children, where competition was every where, they probably wants to be the best.
Second best just won't suffice. Mello clearly shows his dislike at being second best to Near, and now third because of Kira. Near only showed subtle signs of his childish attitude, not wanting to lose.
So beside L's death, the motive of their actions was to be the best.
In Death Note I always see the theme revolves around boredom (boredof playing cat and mouse, bored of waiting for the enemy to strike, bored because your rival was being such a push over and didn't give you any challenge) and power (Wammy's House, L and Light's mental combat, Mello's inferiority complex, his bold statement at Volume 7 Chapter 61, etc.) and justice (Kira's ideology, L's statement in the one-shot, Near's statement at Volume 12 Chapter 105).
Yeah, everything does play out perfectly in DN.
Back to the seme!Near problem, I also like adult!Nearxchild!Mello. Dunno, it's just cute I guess.
And I shall adore rubbersoul for writing fics about them *hearts overly*
Now I shall leave you with this:
THIS PIC = LOVE
Labels: death note, matt/near, mello/near, NIA-TAN, pairings, pic, pissed off, random, rant
Monday, January 18, 2010
6:48 PM
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I Can't Keep This Up
Can't keep this up
Can't keep from drowning
Won't you hear my voice?
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Yes. From now on, I'll wrote small stuff like that. Like it?
My muse is back bitches! Wrote a one-shot about Shore/A. Fluff. Pure fluff. The title's 'And We'll Sing it Back to You'. Okay I lied. Some H/C in the beginning. Read it at my fic blog dudes. It's not gonna get posted here.
In other news, I managed to swim without drowning this afternoon. Yes. I did.
I can barely breathe though, can't lift my neck higher to open my mouth. And every time I did water got in -_-
This is why I hate swimming. Useless.
Oh, and I read a B/Near fic. It's well written, I had to admit. And the song lyrics (LOVE STORY, DUDES!) kinda fits the story in some sick, twisted way. I mean, this is Beyond Birthday we're talking about!
It has some Near/Linda innit too. Y'know, some SCENES. She kept crying because Near doesn't like her like she loved him. Naww, poor girl. I don't mean that last part, I swear.
Right now I'm downloading Civil Wars from Marvel comics. Yeah, the storyline's used for Ultimate Alliance II, so that's why I'm downloading it rather than other series. The file's fucking huge, 190MB/part! And there's nine of 'em. Jeevas Christ!
I'd love to take a look at the others, but it's so many. I wanna read some Daredevil action for once. HAHA MATT.
Other stuff to do is: FILTER PICTURES!
Yes, I got so many YAOI shounen-ai pics in my comp I gotta separate the racy ones to the tamer ones. I mean, who'd guess Near could be such a manipulating bitch? And the victim was Mello? NEAR/MELLO FTFW!
So yeah, I had to admit people like to draw Near like a hot, pantless, girly bastard. I'd rather have Mello for that one thank you very much. Because I just love seme!Near *giddy*
Y'know that I love the DN fandom so much that I'm willing to accept unusual pairings there. Not like Digimon though. I loath Taichi/Yamato with a passion. But Jenrya/Takato could actually be fluffy. Still, Henrika = LOVE.
... I wanna write Bakuman inspired fics.
I have NO IDEA on what to write now. So probably I'll leave you with this:
Yeah. Near and his duckies <3
Labels: bakuman, death note, marvel, mello/near, NIA-TAN, pairings, pic, random, rant, story
Friday, January 15, 2010
10:40 PM
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Yes and No
LAST DAY OF HOOOOOOOLIDAYYYYY!!!
WOOT WOOT!
Okay, fun's over. I'm not really excited. I just want to spend my time in front of my dearest laptop or shooting off Barzini asses in Godfather or whacking evil super villains in Marvel Ultimate Alliance or get lost in Italy in The Sicilian!
But yeah, I still have my giddy face on right now :D
Recently I've been thinking... I think I got out of my 'Matt/Near OTP' phase.
FIRST, I can't get any pics about those two. ANY fluff pics I would appreciate it, since I'm such a dork for them.
SECOND, I think I read all MattNear fic there is on the internet. I'm boooored!
THIRD, sis won't draw MattNear -__- Hell, she won't draw yaoi at all! And she likes MATT/MELLO! ARRRGGGHHHHHH!!!!!! I loathe that pairing with a passion!
Fuck, why do I have to like rare pairings anyway?
First Jenruki/Henrika aka Jenrya/Henry and Ruki/Rika from Digimon Tamers. Then Hermione/Fred from Harry Potter or Hermione/George. What's next?
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. FUUUUUUCKKK!
And do you want to know another rare pairing I like?
Near/Gevanni (not really rare, but COME ON!)
Near/Sayu (post-series, perhaps?)
Near/Linda (during Wammy's, and after the Yellowbox incident)
Near/Misa (PURE CRACK = WIN)
Yeah, I like cracks. GOT A PROBLEM WITH THAT?
So now all I can read is Mello/Near. Which are pretty fluffy, or angsty, or whatever you like. And no, I don't hate genderswitch fics. Honestly, I like their personalities though. Yin and Yang sort. Like that pic I posted, where Near was night and Mello was day; they're different in so many ways yet if they work together they would be one, complete person. Perfection. Ark, I can't say more about this. RAMBLE RAMBLE.
Maybe I'll post a full essay on how Mello/Near is completely canon. Fuck, I like canon implied pairings now? HAHA.
And do you know? I began to read L/Near! Gosh, I'm such a whore for Near/anyone xD
To end this post, let me give you a piece of my sweet marshmallows (marshmallows was Near's nickname from Matt! *goes crying*)
There he glances at you like, uh, IDK maybe in a seductive tone?
Shit, I'm such a perv for this kid. COME ON, will ya get a grip? *smacks self with iPod*
Oh, and the one thing I dislike about Bakuman was there were no characters that reminds me of Nia-Tan :(
NEXT POST: BAKUMAN! Labels: death note, matt/near, mello/near, NIA-TAN, pairings, rant
Sunday, January 10, 2010
2:18 PM
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