I'll watch you dance around
To New Found Glory
On the front seat of my car
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Yes. The dancing part is a contribution to Light IMAGAY. 28/1/2010 baby!
Goodbye. And GOOD RIDDANCE. Same goes to you, Mikami-san. It's a good thing that bitch Takada died already, and Misa's gonna kill herself on Valentine's Day next year. Now I'm perfectly happy.
So you're wondering why I confessed my love to all the beings in the world huh?
Weeeelll, a few minutes before I posted that post I read my email. And it's full of reviews from FFN.net users! And also Favorite Story alert ;D
Yes. I'm rolling in giddy at the time. I mean, who could ever expect people like girl!Matt/Near? It's pure love, I'm telling you. Even more so, the original pairing *gushes like a true fangirl*
COME ON, WHERE IS THE LOVE PEOPLE?
Oh and I'm wearing my new pair of jeans today. It's dark blue, and it goes up to my ribs so it kinda hurts. But I love it, not just because it's new, but because it's loose fitting. I like oversized things.
Now I'm reading a story or something. It's MN, but yeah, it's fine with me.
I must have started talking about Near more often, because that day, Matt said something that nearly killed me.
“You have a crush on Near, don’t you, Mells?”
That was the first thing I heard when I walked through Matt’s door. I choked on my chocolate, nearly spitting it out. When I finally calmed down, I was practically yelling. “W-What!? What the fucking hell, Matt! No, I don’t have a God-damned crush on that God-damned albino freak! How the hell could you even think that!?”
“Because it’s painfully obvious.” Matt didn’t seem fazed by my anger.
I glared at him. “How do you figure that?” I snapped.
“All you talk about is Near. Whenever I ask you to play video games with me, your excuse is that ‘Near would be studying, not playing stupid games’. Everything you do is centered on him. Either you have a crush on him, or you’re so obsessed that he’s all you can ever think about.”
I fell silent, my face heating up. “...” Was I really like that? No. Of course not. Because that would mean that I felt something for Near. I composed myself and addressed the redhead once more. “I can say with 100% certainty that I do not have a crush on Near, nor am I obsessed.” My eyes narrowed.
Matt seemed to contemplate all of this. “...Oh, okay. In that case, will you play a game with me?”
I was careful to avoid Near’s name. “I should be studying.”
“Then I’ll help you study.” Matt grins. I was slightly skeptical, but I’d do anything. I nodded, and Matt’s grin grew.
Matt grabbed up an abandoned textbook from the floor and flipped through it. “Tell me if you know it.” The first few were common knowledge before it got into things even I didn’t know. It was no wonder I was still second...
I was completely immersed in this odd study game, answering each automatically. I didn’t notice exactly what that last fact was.
“You have a crush on Near.”
“I know that.”
Matt smirked. My face reddened. “Shut the fuck up, Matt.”
The worst part?
I’ve always known that.
Yeah, a quote from it. Mello's POV guys. IDK I get the sense of nice fluff around here ^o^
And earlier at school M decided to take a look at my doujin collection.
...yes he read Pink Sniper.
...and California.
IT'S A GOOD THING I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING FROM H-EICHI EXCEPT THAT DAMNED MM DOUJIN. OR ELSE I'D BE DOOOOOMMMMMEEEEEEDDDD!!!
It's amazing why I never go to the evil side (AKA Matt/Mello).
And William didn't sit next to me at EF today so I think I got over my silly little crush on him.
Well, IDK for sure. But, uh, STOP TALKING TO ME.
Pretend that I never said anything about liking William, or stopped liking him. Or anything about the dude, mkay? Honestly I never got so OOC like this.
Y'know, I think I should post something about songs that remind me of certain situations or moods.
I KNO! I POST NEW POST! FAKK YEA! *lol I fail at trollspeak*
Labels: death note, l word, life, lol, pairings
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