These humans all suck, I'd rather be home feeling violent and lonely

I'm not trying to sound so insincere, 

But the postcard that's taped to the freezer reads "Wish you were here"

How I wish I could disappear

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Three days before the showdown.

YES THE FINAL SHOWDOWN.

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Teru Mikami was supposed to go to the bank today. With Gevanni following. It's assumed he goes to the bank around this date. So when he goes to the bank again tomorrow, Gevanni's suspicion arose.

And in my fic, 'Twenty', on this day Matt and Near were supposed to say their goodbyes in SPK HQ.

And around midnight, Mello would write his letter, directed to Near and Shore (one for Matt, but he's not sure if they'd both survive).

Seriously. Tomorrow will be very depressing. For me at least. Nah, IDK. Maybe it'll just be the best day of my life.

I hope I can publish that part of Twenty on my LJ. Come on, everyone needs a dose of Matt/Near love, right? Okay, maybe not. Because I almost post it and I was such a coward I closed the tab -_-

BUT EVERYONE STILL NEEDS A DOSE OF MY OTP!

Besides those MM shippers must be crying because their so-called OTP are going to die tomorrow >:(

I think I should post a picspam. And yes I'm gonna do one, right now. But I'm not gonna post a lot, save it for tomorrow I guess.

Fanmix anyone?

HAPPY THOUGHTS. THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS.

This is oh-so bothersome.

BTW if you want to download that MN fanmix - Pretence, Glances, and Messed Up Chances - you can do so here.

Use the MegaUpload one, because SendSpace is such a bitch.

Seriously, CAN ANY OF YOU BUY ME THOSE DOUJINS BY TIROL? I WAAAAAAAAANNTT THEM.

So.

Fucking.

Much.

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BTW did you hear? Someone broke up *gasps dramatically* at school. And someone *nudgenudge* hooked up :D

Seriously at school there's too much drama. My poor brain can't handle it.