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Just leave me your stardust

How About a Phonecall Now?

Say something, finally we're alone

All right, is there anyone out there at all?

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Goood afternoon guys!

I'm being hyper right now, thanks to my daily sugar fix (aka FLUFF)

Okay, this one is not fluffy or anything, but it's soo cute! I could die :O

Chibi!Near is pure awwness xD Even Matt and Mello agrees.

And today we wrapped up the SBI tests. IDK how I did, but I hope the results would be good.

And yesterday, it's Mattie's birthday. YES MAIL JEEVAS, I DID NOT FORGET YOU.

So how about we post some Matt love?

Okay, maybe just one. Because I really lack pictures in the Matt department and I don't want to run out of pics in case I have another picspam -_-

Oh hey, like the banner? It's girl!Near aka Nia and Mello. IDK the pics fine. But I kinda hate it.

I'm working on a banner for M's blog. But I can't find the perfect pic for it.

Now I have a lot of things on my to-do list:

1. GET OVER MY OBSESSION WITH NEAR.

2. Go banner crazy and make banners :D

3. ~~Steal~~ Get new earphones.

4. Learn to make some icons

5. Write more Shore/A stories (so I could get more MattNear love <3)

6. Pretend I don't know anyone named WILLIAM in EF.

7. For number 6, even if it kills me.

8. Go find more doujins!

9. Rant about why Matt/Mello sucks ass.

10. CAPSLOCK_DN!!!!

Yeah, I'm a busy person. I'm a future businessman, and this is a test!

Labels: awwness, MATT, pic, random, school, story

Tuesday, February 2, 2010 3:28 PM back to top?

GOODBYE AND FAREWELL

The blind lead the blind so why can't I find my way
This could be heaven but I don't know where I am
I am too scared to come out from behind here
My body is aching it feels like it's wearing me

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Dear Mello.

If you're gonna die don't pretend you're not working together with Near. Because you just did.

And I hope you burn in hell for dragging Matt with you. ~~Although I'd pray for you if you were real~~

~~Love~~ Sincerely,

D.

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That would be my letter to Mello if he was real. But I know that he's not. And I know he would never see the sun again after today according to the Death Note Universe. He wouldn't get a chance to taste victory in seeing Light Imagay suffer. He wouldn't get a chance to feel how it's like to be L.

Dear, dear Mello: You're an idiot.

^colored by me

^again, colored by me

I love the song lyrics there.

^those two pics are girl!Near/Mello

THAT IS NOT A MM PIC

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Can you tell that I obviously lack - more like don't want to have any - Matt/Mello pictures? Yeah, I rule.

And yes. Goodbye boys. You had a great life.

Mello: Even though I'd prefer calling you pretty, you're still pretty tough. You're still an idiot on my list though; HOW CAN THAT BITCH TAKADA KILL YOU USING HER DEATH NOTE HIDDEN IN HER BRA?

Matt: ILY. No more explanation needed. If only you/Near is canon, I'd love you more. Seriously. You do remind me of Daredevil. Not just because DD's name is Matt Mordock. But because you're The Man Without Fear.

For Takada-sama: FUCK YOU. BURN IN HELL. YOU STUPID CUNT. NO, WHOOOOOOORRRREEEEE. WITH BIG BOOBS. LIGHT WON'T LOVE YOU. NEVER. NEVER!

Labels: death note, MATT, MELLO-CHAN, picspam, random

Tuesday, January 26, 2010 5:21 PM back to top?

Your Last Day

These humans all suck, I'd rather be home feeling violent and lonely

I'm not trying to sound so insincere,

But the postcard that's taped to the freezer reads "Wish you were here"

How I wish I could disappear

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Three days before the showdown.

YES THE FINAL SHOWDOWN.

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Teru Mikami was supposed to go to the bank today. With Gevanni following. It's assumed he goes to the bank around this date. So when he goes to the bank again tomorrow, Gevanni's suspicion arose.

And in my fic, 'Twenty', on this day Matt and Near were supposed to say their goodbyes in SPK HQ.

And around midnight, Mello would write his letter, directed to Near and Shore (one for Matt, but he's not sure if they'd both survive).

Seriously. Tomorrow will be very depressing. For me at least. Nah, IDK. Maybe it'll just be the best day of my life.

~~I hope I can publish that part of Twenty on my LJ. Come on, everyone needs a dose of Matt/Near love, right?~~ Okay, maybe not. Because I almost post it and I was such a coward I closed the tab -_-

BUT EVERYONE STILL NEEDS A DOSE OF MY OTP!

Besides those MM shippers must be crying because their so-called OTP are going to die tomorrow >:(

I think I should post a picspam. And yes I'm gonna do one, right now. But I'm not gonna post a lot, save it for tomorrow I guess.

Fanmix anyone?

HAPPY THOUGHTS. THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS.

This is oh-so bothersome.

BTW if you want to download that MN fanmix - Pretence, Glances, and Messed Up Chances - you can do so here.

Use the MegaUpload one, because SendSpace is such a bitch.

Seriously, CAN ANY OF YOU BUY ME THOSE DOUJINS BY TIROL? I WAAAAAAAAANNTT THEM.

So.

Fucking.

Much.

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BTW did you hear? Someone broke up *gasps dramatically* at school. And someone *nudgenudge* hooked up :D

Seriously at school there's too much drama. My poor brain can't handle it.

~~Remind me to never go out with anyone at school. They're such freaks.~~

Labels: death note, fanmix, MATT, matt/near, MELLO-CHAN, picspam, random, rant

Monday, January 25, 2010 11:33 PM back to top?

My Paper Heart

Please just don't play with me

My paper heart will bleed

This wait for destiny won't do

Be with me please I'll beseech you

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I was gonna share a fanmix I just made, a Matt/Near one at that. But I'm having trouble with the download link. So yeah. I fail. I'll just leave the cover here.

Okay, now: Doujinshi sharing time!

Dearest

Pairing: L/Light, Mello/Near, Light/Mello, L/Near, L/Mello, Light/Near (yep. It's so confusing)

Rating: Worksafe. AKA NO PR0N. HAHA.

Summary: Family time. Usual stuff. Mello's jealous of Near and Near's jealous of Light, and Light's jealous of... yeah. All possible six pairings in a row. I think it's pretty nice, the story line I mean. Oh yes, AU!

Glorious 2

Pairing: None. Maybe one sided Halle/Mello because she's a total pedo for him and one sided Near/Mello. I SAW HINTS OF GEVANNI/NEAR HERE TOO!

Really. I WILL NOT CONSIDER MM AS A PAIRING. NEVER.

Rating: PG

Summary: High school AU. Near's like the class rep and Gevanni's his lackey. And both Ms are BFFs BUT NOT GAY FOR EACH OTHER. And in the end it has a nice fight scene vs. Rod Ross. Fuck yeah!

Repeated Play

Pairing: L/Mello

Rating: G. One, chaste kiss only, I swear!

Summary: IDK it's fluff. Seriously, child!Mello is soooo cute! I was like 'AWWWWWWWW and then go 'NAWWWWWW' and go 'AWWWWW' again :D

And another one, though it's not for download...

UNINVITED

Made by rubbersoul, who I have to give credits for making Near as awesome as possible. It's for Mello's birthday, can you believe that? Akane made a sad one, something about last birthday or something something.

So yeah. The end of the looong doujin post. Hope you guys will read the ratings first, or the summary at least. Don't want to download some PWP again, right? *grins*

Labels: death note, doujin, fail, fanmix, MATT, matt/near, mello/near, NIA-TAN

Saturday, January 23, 2010 8:33 PM back to top?

PICSPAM PART I

FUCK YEAH PICSPAMS BABY!

Regarding to the first day of school, and starting a new semester, I think it's appropriate to add something Bakuman-ish to the mix, y/y?

The duo, Shujin and Saiko :D

I'm seriously wanting to be Shujin, he's uber cool!

Shujin aka Takagi Akito. Yes, he has pink hair in this one but who cares?

Eiji!!! Niizuma Eiji, the genius high schooler *hearts*
He's awesome, like all kid like and stuff. Reminds me of Near <3 But he's wackier. And funnier. All around awesome.

AND NOW BRING IN THE DN!

Doctor L ready for surgery.

Honestly, WOULD YOU?

Gevanni. Cause he doesn't get enough love from the fandom.

MATT! MATT! MATT!

D.Nd Poisoned by Akane-sama.

Wait for the sequel!

Wack. Crack.

Sutenia. A very cute pairing. Yes, I used the 'cute without the e' word.

IDK Near and Mello looks pretty wearing schoolgirl uniforms, Y/N?

LOL poor Mello, getting his nose pinched by Near!

Well he was going to punch Nia-tan anyway, so he deserved it....

...yeah.

Adult!Near and child!Mello.

Yep. Pinky promises.

I don't support MxM, and this is obviously NOT MxM.

"Whoa! I rule! Hey, watch it Matt!"

"Sorry Mells, but it's pretty hard doing this, and my legs are getting sore..."

"Goddammit Matt, I-"

And he fell to the ground with a loud thump.

Screencap-ed L. I love this part.

Fuck yeah Capslock_dn!

IDK it's just pretty I guess.

Near. Smiling. Another work by rubbersoul****. I saw her LJ, it's awesome!

Near is popular. No one can deny it xD

From Akane-sama.

'Cause Putri likes this one.

Gevanni wants to chill out. OH THE IRONY.

Somehow, I'm sure this was drawn by the maker of that Dearest doujin. My fave.

MattNear reference above. I'm itching to find more of Ai Ai Love's drawings.

MELLO IN WONDERLAND! Ai Ai Love to credit, again.

Hehe, Light and L are being mean to Matsuda.

FUCK YEAH FLAT FACED LIGHT

A parody of the Kanye West incident, where he upstaged Taylor Swift.

This time:

West = Near

Swift = Mello

Beyonce = L

Seriously, this doujin got some nice drawing style. WANT.

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BECAUSE IT'S LATE, I'LL LEAVE YOU WITH THIS:

Before you ask: KIMMIE is a friend of mine at LJ.

Labels: bakuman, death note, doujin, gevanni/near, mashiro moritaka, MATT, matt/near, MELLO-CHAN, mello/near, NIA-TAN, niizuma eiji, picspam, takagi akito

Monday, January 11, 2010 11:11 PM back to top?

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