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Just leave me your stardust
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turn down the light
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come on skinny love
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It's almost like loving
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All the time, darling now all the time
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This is Only A Game
Louder, louder And we'll run for our lives
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DAY THREE (I almost wished you'd come back to me)
Seriously. This story, reduced my happy joys to tears.
IDK what to say, except the reality sucks sometimes and right now I hate Oba and Obata sensei for killing Mello and give DN a slightly sad ending. This passage:
You gaze down at his sleeping face, and there, you can see all that the two of you are (together)—all that you have been and all that you could (but will never) be, and that makes something tighten painfully inside of you, makes it hard to breathe for a second.
..is so much love. Seriously it's beautiful. And the story itself was meant to be hopeful, but sad at the same time. Y'know, it's supposed to show some more human side of M and N, and how they were so fucking obsessed with this game (catching Kira, only to avenge their idol) that they placed it on top priority above everything else (and it ruined everything. everything they could be. everything they've been.)
Please. Just leave me alone crying tears of sorrow and happiness. Labels: angst, awwness, death note, MELLO-CHAN, mello/near, NIA-TAN, story
Saturday, February 20, 2010
5:24 PM
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GOODBYE AND FAREWELL
The blind lead the blind so why can't I find my way
This could be heaven but I don't know where I am
I am too scared to come out from behind here
My body is aching it feels like it's wearing me
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Dear Mello.
If you're gonna die don't pretend you're not working together with Near. Because you just did.
And I hope you burn in hell for dragging Matt with you. Although I'd pray for you if you were real
Love Sincerely,
D.
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That would be my letter to Mello if he was real. But I know that he's not. And I know he would never see the sun again after today according to the Death Note Universe. He wouldn't get a chance to taste victory in seeing Light Imagay suffer. He wouldn't get a chance to feel how it's like to be L.
Dear, dear Mello: You're an idiot.
^colored by me
^again, colored by me
I love the song lyrics there.
^those two pics are girl!Near/Mello
THAT IS NOT A MM PIC
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Can you tell that I obviously lack - more like don't want to have any - Matt/Mello pictures? Yeah, I rule.
And yes. Goodbye boys. You had a great life.
Mello: Even though I'd prefer calling you pretty, you're still pretty tough. You're still an idiot on my list though; HOW CAN THAT BITCH TAKADA KILL YOU USING HER DEATH NOTE HIDDEN IN HER BRA?
Matt: ILY. No more explanation needed. If only you/Near is canon, I'd love you more. Seriously. You do remind me of Daredevil. Not just because DD's name is Matt Mordock. But because you're The Man Without Fear.
For Takada-sama: FUCK YOU. BURN IN HELL. YOU STUPID CUNT. NO, WHOOOOOOORRRREEEEE. WITH BIG BOOBS. LIGHT WON'T LOVE YOU. NEVER. NEVER!
Labels: death note, MATT, MELLO-CHAN, picspam, random
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
5:21 PM
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Your Last Day
These humans all suck, I'd rather be home feeling violent and lonely
I'm not trying to sound so insincere,
But the postcard that's taped to the freezer reads "Wish you were here"
How I wish I could disappear
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Three days before the showdown.
YES THE FINAL SHOWDOWN.
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Teru Mikami was supposed to go to the bank today. With Gevanni following. It's assumed he goes to the bank around this date. So when he goes to the bank again tomorrow, Gevanni's suspicion arose.
And in my fic, 'Twenty', on this day Matt and Near were supposed to say their goodbyes in SPK HQ.
And around midnight, Mello would write his letter, directed to Near and Shore (one for Matt, but he's not sure if they'd both survive).
Seriously. Tomorrow will be very depressing. For me at least. Nah, IDK. Maybe it'll just be the best day of my life.
I hope I can publish that part of Twenty on my LJ. Come on, everyone needs a dose of Matt/Near love, right? Okay, maybe not. Because I almost post it and I was such a coward I closed the tab -_-
BUT EVERYONE STILL NEEDS A DOSE OF MY OTP!
Besides those MM shippers must be crying because their so-called OTP are going to die tomorrow >:(
I think I should post a picspam. And yes I'm gonna do one, right now. But I'm not gonna post a lot, save it for tomorrow I guess.
Fanmix anyone?
HAPPY THOUGHTS. THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS.
This is oh-so bothersome.
BTW if you want to download that MN fanmix - Pretence, Glances, and Messed Up Chances - you can do so here.
Use the MegaUpload one, because SendSpace is such a bitch.
Seriously, CAN ANY OF YOU BUY ME THOSE DOUJINS BY TIROL? I WAAAAAAAAANNTT THEM.
So.
Fucking.
Much.
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BTW did you hear? Someone broke up *gasps dramatically* at school. And someone *nudgenudge* hooked up :D
Seriously at school there's too much drama. My poor brain can't handle it.
Remind me to never go out with anyone at school. They're such freaks.
Labels: death note, fanmix, MATT, matt/near, MELLO-CHAN, picspam, random, rant
Monday, January 25, 2010
11:33 PM
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Burn Baby Burn
Feelings that I can't disguise
And never will be reconciled
Oh something inside has died
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Today was fine. Yesterday I drew Niizuma Eiji! Y'know, from Bakuman. 'Cause he's awesome and I like awesome guys. I won't say no to pretty ones too.
And yesterday, I found some site called 'Husky' or something. It's right here.
Near's a girl. But somewhat slutty I guess. And Mello is wayy to seme! I don't really like man!Mello. I like the girly one :D
 Oh and I downloaded some MN fanmix yesterday too. See? Matt/Near doesn't have any fanmix of any sort :(
It's called 'Pretence, Glances, and Messed Up Chances'.
The cover's pretty, don't you think? I think the art's from Ai Love Love. Because she (?) draws Mello in that easily distinguished way.
The eyes. Look at the eyes first. Then the shape of the face, and the nose, and mouth. Lastly, the hair. Yes, people draws Mello hair differently too.
But Near... Many would draw him pantless (YES PANT-LESS) with his pj tops only. I think it's kinda funny. He truly looks like a kid that way xD
Do you know what I want to do right now? Practice guitar. Maybe some 'Bizarre Love Triangle' or 'Chasing Cars'? Just for future preparation :D
Oh and about that multi chaptered story I did for EF, I did a re-design of the outline, and instead of Natalie killing herself out of insanity - everything was just a dream.
The first part's the same. It begins when Matt found Mihael's body. Then he called Natalie. She fainted.
After the funeral, she saw Mihael. He swore he's gonna make her go through the same things he did. Unfortunately, things were made difficult for him because of Matt.
Four days after Nate and Matt went out, Matt dies in his sleep. Seeing the troubled look on his face Nate concludes Mihael killed him.
Then they got into a fight. Mihael explained why he committed suicide. It's because Nate exclaimed she truly hates Mihael. She said the rivalry came first. He shot back by saying the rivalry was because of them. So yeah, they both realized their lives actually revolved around each other.
Mihael apologized, and said he'd wait for her on the other side - the afterlife. When he reached out his hand to hold Nate's, she wakes up.
Apparently she was still unconscious when she fainted in Mihael's room. Matt was there, but he fell asleep. She wakes him up and glad it was all a dream.
After Matt left, and told her to get ready for the funeral, she still feels something was watching her. From afar of course.
Yeah. Long story short. IDK I think it's pretty exciting. Just as exciting as I got this pic:
Yes. That's M falling asleep in class :DDDD
Labels: death note, fanmix, MELLO-CHAN, mello/near, NIA-TAN, random, site, story
Thursday, January 21, 2010
5:45 PM
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LOL PWP
So yeah, Near was a bit weird, Mello thought as he petted his back absentmindedly.
Okay, Near was very strange - he was a kid walking around with a stuffed raccoon.
And he ignored people when they turned him on.
And he made puzzles up-side-down and set up domino-mosaics
Mello still loved him - though he did try to glare the stupid raccoon to death, before he too, fell asleep.
From "Blow my Mind" at FFN.net. Hehe, PWP guys. A bit of humor in there. Where Matt goes all ' MELLO KEEP THAT MUSIC DOWN GODDAMMIT YOU'RE RUINING MY MARIO VIBE' and ' YOU'RE SHAGGING NEAR? BECAUSE THAT THING AND THAT THING... *blahblahblah*'
IDK why I posted this one, I read many 'not suitable for children' one shots and stories before, but probably because the silly fluff part in this one. I mean, COME ON. One has to have a quick fix of fluffiness every day.
Don't ask on how I get so cheery after crying so much reading 'The Sicilian'. I just do. Labels: death note, MELLO-CHAN, mello/near, NIA-TAN, story
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
9:12 PM
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PICSPAM PART I
FUCK YEAH PICSPAMS BABY!
Regarding to the first day of school, and starting a new semester, I think it's appropriate to add something Bakuman-ish to the mix, y/y?
The duo, Shujin and Saiko :D
I'm seriously wanting to be Shujin, he's uber cool!
Shujin aka Takagi Akito. Yes, he has pink hair in this one but who cares?
Eiji!!! Niizuma Eiji, the genius high schooler *hearts*
He's awesome, like all kid like and stuff. Reminds me of Near <3 But he's wackier. And funnier. All around awesome.
AND NOW BRING IN THE DN!
Doctor L ready for surgery.
Honestly, WOULD YOU?
Gevanni. Cause he doesn't get enough love from the fandom.
MATT! MATT! MATT!
D.Nd Poisoned by Akane-sama.
Wait for the sequel!
Wack. Crack.
Sutenia. A very cute pairing. Yes, I used the 'cute without the e' word.
IDK Near and Mello looks pretty wearing schoolgirl uniforms, Y/N?
LOL poor Mello, getting his nose pinched by Near!
Well he was going to punch Nia-tan anyway, so he deserved it....
...yeah.
Adult!Near and child!Mello.
Yep. Pinky promises.
I don't support MxM, and this is obviously NOT MxM.
"Whoa! I rule! Hey, watch it Matt!"
"Sorry Mells, but it's pretty hard doing this, and my legs are getting sore..."
"Goddammit Matt, I-"
And he fell to the ground with a loud thump.
Screencap-ed L. I love this part.
Fuck yeah Capslock_dn!
IDK it's just pretty I guess.
Near. Smiling. Another work by rubbersoul****. I saw her LJ, it's awesome!
Near is popular. No one can deny it xD
From Akane-sama.
'Cause Putri likes this one.
Gevanni wants to chill out. OH THE IRONY.
Somehow, I'm sure this was drawn by the maker of that Dearest doujin. My fave.
MattNear reference above. I'm itching to find more of Ai Ai Love's drawings.
MELLO IN WONDERLAND! Ai Ai Love to credit, again.
Hehe, Light and L are being mean to Matsuda.
FUCK YEAH FLAT FACED LIGHT
A parody of the Kanye West incident, where he upstaged Taylor Swift.
This time:
West = Near
Swift = Mello
Beyonce = L
Seriously, this doujin got some nice drawing style. WANT.
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BECAUSE IT'S LATE, I'LL LEAVE YOU WITH THIS:
Before you ask: KIMMIE is a friend of mine at LJ.
Labels: bakuman, death note, doujin, gevanni/near, mashiro moritaka, MATT, matt/near, MELLO-CHAN, mello/near, NIA-TAN, niizuma eiji, picspam, takagi akito
Monday, January 11, 2010
11:11 PM
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