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Dead On Arrival

No, it's not the last time,
'Cause I'd never say no to you
This conversation's still dead on arrival

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Yeah. Posting at 11 PM. Still hasn't have dinner yet. I'm hungry but I'm too lazy to get one.

Today was a half-shitted day. Because my head is aching and pounding and my nose is all wet and runny and my legs are aching and and my body's all scrunched up to a ball.
Why? Oh a silly little thing called cold.

Just the day before (or the day after that), I read a fic about sick!Mello, and how he complains endlessly about his headache. I feel you man. At least you have someone to make you tea (SHIDOH).

After I went home, around 1 PM, called the store to tell I'm home, I changed and went to bed. BUT, that stupid fucking phone rings and I CAN'T GET ANY SLEEP.

FUCKING TELEPHONE. 

So rolling around in my bed, called Mom to tell her how shitty I feel then, and I tried to went back to sleep.

HOLY FUCKING SHIT I CAN'T REST MY EYES.

I could've sworn this was how Mello feels. And I still remember that line,

"This shit better pass soon."

LOVE IT. 

I don't really feel bad anymore though. So yeah I could study for Physics exams tomorrow.
This morning went to M's house and played GF II. And I found out he has the same bed as I do -_-

And he sleeps at the top, just like my sister. What the hell is up with younger siblings sleeping at the top bunk?

It's a load of fun. The game I mean. It's a shame they don't have it for Wii. By now I'd be cracking knuckles *chuckles evilly*

OH I ALSO WATCHED THOSE DEATH NOTE MOVIES!

I hate Near. In that L: Change the WorLd movie. He's so OOC..

I WANT MY NIA-TAN BACK.

I can't stand it! First he's from Thailand. Second he's black haired. Third, he's like, six years old during the 'first arc'. Fourth, that means NO MN LH RELATIONSHIP! Or M2N. Whatever.

ARRRGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!

Right now I'm reading more fics about him, so I could forget that horrible, horrible Near.
Oh Near, that movie has tarnished my view on your magnificent image.

And there's this girl that looks like MELLO. So I call him girl!Mello and during the movie I imagine her using Mello's voice and successfully restrained myself from laughing out loud.
I hate that guy who played Imagay. He's just so fucking weird. VERY unlike Raito.

Though I love L. What's his name, Ken'ichi Matsuyama or something. Though he doesn't really look like L.

ARRGGHH IT'S GETTING LATE BYE GUYS.

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Sunday, February 7, 2010 11:50 PM back to top?
The Best at What We Do

We are the best at what we do
And these are the words you wish you wrote down
This is the way you wish your voice sounds,
Handsome and smart

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I don't feel really great today. IDK, this day sucks big time.

First, thank you legs, you have failed me.

Why? Because of you, I can't dance, or walk for that matter.
So? I'm fucking tired.
And? Oh just go to hell.

And now I'm thinking of a line in some story in where Matt checks out Near's legs. And he was like 'WTH, why am I checking out his legs?'. I think it's from Threshie's 'This is War'. I love that story, it's pure awesomeness. Fluff. Fluff. Fluff.

I read Eila-chan's post about MN haters. In where she fiercely shot back the arguments that stated 'MN suck! LLight rules fuck yea!'. 

Honestly, even though the second arc of DN is pretty rushed, it has many things left open for interpretation. Not like the first arc, in where everything was timed. The second one has a huge time gap between them (2004-2009). And there are introduction to characters that we don't really know much about.

Like Mello and Near. We only know that they're opposites, both are L's successors, geniuses, are rivals, and Mello would always come second after Near. But we don't know about their past, do we? Maybe they could be friends, or at least on friendly terms. Maybe they didn't really hate each other. Who knows?

And L/Light is an interesting pairing. But I never feel any pull towards them, because it's just, yeah. Unexplainable. 

Also, today I had a fight with T. Great. Whoopee. Lemme just cut the crap:

I HATE THIS DAY.


Period.

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Friday, January 29, 2010 6:25 PM back to top?
Baby's Hellbent on Revenge

I want your ugly,
I want your disease
I want your everything as long as it's free

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ARRGGGHHH!

Yes. ARRGGGHHH!

Again! ARRGGGHHH!

I hate this shit. So. Fucking. Much.

D'you know why?

Swimming. 2 PM on Friday. At BHL. Fucker.

I despised that place! Can't you do it somewhere else?

Like GG Clubhouse, where the fee is only Rp10,000?

Not five fucking thousand Rupiahs more expensive?

IDK I hate wasting money on things I don't like to do. And this is DO NOT WANT.

I repeat: DO NOT WANT.

Yes, I'm a cheapskate. Whatcha gonna do about it? Sue me? I own your sorry ass.

Why does things have to get worse?

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In other news, there's um.. nothing.

I think there's something about my blog that I want to change. Later though. I'm having fuuuuuuuuunnn!

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Oh and we had Physics today and Tria just messed up our group rep. NO THANKS TO YOU CHICO.

Ma'am Komala said this and he wrote that. And again. And again. And again.

Should I say again?

I'm not mad, it's just so fucking funny. I'm laughing my ass off as I write this shit.

I like seeing his 'omg-what-am-i-gonna-dooo' face :D

And he kept saying nonsense like blah blah blah. I won't tell because you'd all go all *dramatic gasp* and say 'i knew it!'.

The truth: IT'S NOT TRUE. DON'T BELIEVE WHAT MR. BIG NOSE HAS TO SAY. NEVER.

And I think M appreciates his new blogskin. Maybe. IDK he didn't really say it.


And Rani wants to make an LJ! YAAAAAAYYY! Another converter! *jumps up and down*


Believe me, we're gonna have so much fun... xD


Also, Putri now accepts Mello/Near. Or is that Near/Mello? Since we both agreed Mello should be the girl in the relationship. I think yes. I'm tired with people portraying Near as an uke just because he's small and fragile and weak and has a girly voice. Though I don't mind him as one, I just like it better when he's topping.

Seriously? My reason for doing so is because a fic I read. Called 'Dead or Alive' or something like that. Near's seme, and he kepts calling Mello 'beautiful, beautiful Mello', as if he was truly enchanted by the blond's beauty.

I always think of Mello as pretty. In some way, he is. Though with his scars he could no longer be called beautiful, but handsome instead.

Striking. Bold. Passion firing up in his cerulean eyes.

Yeah, I like to imagine Mello that way.

And Near, well he's Near. As I said in my previous entry; a silent man could not be taken as weak.

Take Michael Corleone for example. Previously he was known as the blacksheep in the family. An outsider, an innocent bystander or something like that.

But there's more than that facade of his. In the end they all fear the wartime hero.

I think it applies to Near, who in some ways are similar to Michael's character. I'm not going to explain more, I think you can read that entry for the explanation.

So yeah, he's weak physically. But mentally, he's stronger than most people. And with a smart brain like his he could use it to his own advantage.

He could even manipulate Mello to love him, then dump him just to mess with him.

I like seeing fics where Near was shown as a controlling little bitch. Of course he's seme though. It shows a side of his evil side. The side that's probably only shown in the manga/anime by his action of trying to bring Kira to justice, just because the great L died in his hands. A selfish reason, yes.

The world was in peace before Light died. After that it came back to normal. And the reason was two selfish boys, barely out of their teens who wants nothing more than capture Kira to avenge the death of their idol.

If you look closer, it means they're trying to show who's more powerful in this one. Raised as Wammy children, where competition was every where, they probably wants to be the best.

Second best just won't suffice. Mello clearly shows his dislike at being second best to Near, and now third because of Kira. Near only showed subtle signs of his childish attitude, not wanting to lose.

So beside L's death, the motive of their actions was to be the best.

In Death Note I always see the theme revolves around boredom (boredof playing cat and mouse, bored of waiting for the enemy to strike, bored because your rival was being such a push over and didn't give you any challenge) and power (Wammy's House, L and Light's mental combat, Mello's inferiority complex, his bold statement at Volume 7 Chapter 61, etc.) and justice (Kira's ideology, L's statement in the one-shot, Near's statement at Volume 12 Chapter 105).

Yeah, everything does play out perfectly in DN.

Back to the seme!Near problem, I also like adult!Nearxchild!Mello. Dunno, it's just cute I guess.

And I shall adore rubbersoul for writing fics about them *hearts overly*

Now I shall leave you with this:




THIS PIC = LOVE

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Monday, January 18, 2010 6:48 PM back to top?
ARGH!

Now in Vienna there's ten pretty women,
There's a shoulder where death comes to cry
There's a lobby with nine hundred windows,
There's a tree where the doves go to die

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Right now I'm posting this while my friends are playing Wii. They're playing bowling right now, and I think M's winning.

Honestly, I think I'm almost bored to death; in my own house. I don't know why, but perhaps the lack of iPod explained it. I can't stand a day without it!

But really, I'm a bit irritated. Because starting from the beginning, until the end it spelled nothing but trouble.

First, Aldian skipped out. He said something about being busy, and the fact that we didn't have any scripts on us just makes me go WTF?

Next, Rani's complaining that she's bored and want to play, and I said no. Because we still have work to do.

Then she goes to eat, and said she didn't want to play. And when I asked her about the script she acts like she didn't like it but she didn't say a word. And she was like 'I hate this but I don't want anyone to know' when I asked everyone if they're okay with the script.

And when others played Wii she acts, oh I don't know, very annoying. As in, "Oh I wanna play this!" or "That game sucks!". Can't you just let the host choose what game to play?

IDK the last time she gets this annoying was when we had a little movie night, watching The Godfather. And she kept yelling out random stuff, and complained she wants to eat. And I was totally pissed off. Because the food's there, and she said she wants something else. CAN YOU AT LEAST BE MORE POLITE IN OTHER PEOPLE'S HOUSE?

Rani's a great friend, but she has that attitude that makes me go crazy sometimes. Doesn't mean I hate her though. I hate that attitude of hers, but I don't hate her. I just hate it when she goes all whiny like a five year old.

DON'T judge me. You don't know how it feels to be irritated to no end. And here I thought there's gonna be a bitchfight between some people.


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Sunday, January 17, 2010 2:19 PM back to top?
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