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So Beautiful

So beautiful, beautiful
It's a beautiful lie

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..I laughed out loud. Because of Akane and her Near RP account. 

I can't help it! It's just too fucking interesting not to read, so yeah I gotta read it xD

And Near was like "..Mello, you're a girl." and "I want to see you cry, Mello." and "Melloooo, Mellooo? Where are you? I wanna play with you if you play with me I'll give you my legos and my friendship~" and "You're fucking MINE."

It's HILARIOUS. I love Near even more <3

.. I hate that emoticon. It reminds me of my dear rainbow muffin. Ironic, seeing as I now use that name as my FFN account.

Oh and I forgot to tell you how much Akane-chan sucks :(

She said Matt/Near is pure CRACK. POINTLESS. SO UN-CANON. SO WHAT???

THEY'RE PURE CRACK AND FLUFF AND SUGARY SWEETNESS AND THAT'S WHY I LIKE THEM! IT'S A BALANCE BETWEEN THE ANGSTY ADULT MELLO/NEAR FICS! COME ON, IF IT WASN'T FOR THOSE FICS I WOULD'VE SUFFERED FROM HYPOTENSION BY NOW OR I WOULD'VE BEEN AN EMO KID.
ARRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!

Even if it wasn't canon I'd still love them.

Right now I'm texting with M about those RP chats. IDK it cracks me up.

And right now iPod's playing 'Himerus and Eros'. How fitting.

Yes it's true, you brainwashed me and now I'm more confused
I still somehow hope I'd end up with you
Yes it's true, I romanticize every single thing I do
Especially when it comes to you

And the part where it goes..

You know I, I hate you
No I hate you more
You know I, I love you
No I love you more

.. is love.

And a Matt reference!

Screw what my supposed friends think
It's obvious they reek of jealousy
It's obvious they reek of jealousy
And the LoveHate temptation:

I hope to God I mean a little more than the sounds that escape your tired 4 AM lips
Oh how I wish I meant a little more than the symphony of heavy breathing and the friction of hips

This part too:

And I fight the urge to explore
The vastness of your curse I adore

And this one just says 'Mello likes to mess with Near'

You're captivating while evading all the questions I have for you
Like, "What exactly makes you tick?"

And this one is how Mello feels when he's afraid of others judging them

When the guilt sets in tell me what are we going to do

And this one is when he sees that side of Near

Your tongue is wet with top secret passion
I hope I am the cause of it
I'll navigate this unsturdy vessel through the soft sea of pillows and blankets

And this is for Mello, when he realizes he's in love with Near

I've sunken in the quicksands of love
And I don't want you to rescue me

Oh dear, this is the perfect MN song to describe their unspoken passion towards the other.

You do realize I posted all the lyrics of the song there? Yeah, I'm amazing at analysis :D

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Wednesday, February 3, 2010 8:18 PM back to top?
Why Don't You

I'd better rest my eyes
'Cause I'm growing weary of
This point you've been trying to make
So rather than imply
Why don't you just verbalize
All the things that you're trying to say

Thought this would turn out so well
But I'm beginning to see
That instead it's trouble
Into a pattern we fell
Of prolonging the inevitable

Why don't you
Come right out and say it?
Even if the words are probably gonna hurt
I'd rather have the truth
Than something insincere
Why don't you
Come right out and say it (come right out and say it)?
What it is you're thinking
Though I'm thinking it's not what I wanna hear

I better check my pride
Because I was starting to think
I was on to something good
But things started to slide
And I sit here in retrospect
And understanding that I misunderstood
Thought I could make up your mind
And then this decision locks up
So tight it couldn't be touched
Thought you were being so kind
But keeping your mouth sealed shut
Rather than just opening it up

Why don't you
Come right out and say it?
Even if the words are probably gonna hurt
I'd rather have the truth
Than something insincere
Why don't you
Come right out and say it (come right out and say it)?
What it is you're thinking
Though I'm thinking it's not what I wanna hear

And I tried
To guess what goes on in your head
'Cause in your mind
I just might find
All those things you left unsaid
And I'll try to maybe not regret anything
Later on after I'm gone
You'll wish that you
Had listened to me (listened to me)

Why don't you
Come right out and say it
Even if the words are gonna hurt
We're better off this way

Why don't you
Come right out and say come right out and say
What I know you're thinking anyway
Why don't you
Come right out and say it
Even if the words are probably gonna hurt
I'd rather have the truth than something insincere
Why don't you
Come right out and say it (come right out and say it)
What it is you're thinking
And just what it is you're thinking

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