Songs For Another Day

A soundtrack for yours truly.

Yes. Playlist time! 28/1/2010. MARK MY WORDS BITCHES.

1. False Pretense (ARRRGH almost everyone)

All alone you know you thought you got the best of me
You were wrong and I'm laughing right in your face

...yeah. Fuck those fakers. Fuck those backstabbing friends. You're pretending you exist in some kind of way in my world. When in reality I don't give a flying fuck for you.

2. Run (MN :D)

Light up, light up.

As if you have a choice.

Even if you cannot hear my voice, I'll be right beside you dear.

Louder, louder.

And we'll run for our lives.

I can hardly speak I understand why you can't raise your voice to say.

I know. These are so pure it represents the couple in some kind of light that says, uh, IDK two people crossing paths because of destiny? I mean if they're not orphans, they might never know each other. If L hadn't die, perhaps they could see just what they're meant to be. It's full of 'what ifs'.

3. And We'll Ring In The New Year (2010)

These humans all suck.

I'd rather be home feeling violent and lonely.

..yeah. I hate this year. Kinda.

4. Feeling Sorry (No explanation needed. THIS is for YOU my man. *points at E)

I feel no sympathy.

You lived inside a cave.

You barely get by the rest of us

You're trying

There's no need to apologize,

I got no time for feeling sorry

Yes. I got no time for feeling sorry. Actually this goes to everyone. Almost everyone. Yeah, I'm evil.

5. Damn Regret (You and me)

I'm wishing you were here,
My weakness is my fear.
Alone I am myself,
No reason, life for me to care.
Distracted by the sound,
I hear footsteps all around.

Empowered by adrenaline,
Feel like I'm born again,
Again, I am repeating myself,
And I know it's gone for you,
To sit and pretend.

Yeah. ILY FFN.net writers :3 But this could also applies to my friends. Who I care about. Not those who I'm not really close with. Wait, this means: RANI! *grins and waits to get smacked tomorrow morning*

6. The Kill (When I get tired of all the talks)

Come break me down.

Bury me, bury me

I am finished with you

Look in my eyes

You're killing me, killing me

All I wanted was you

For me the line goes like this: "all I wanted was you to like me" but it doesn't really matter does it? Sometimes words are so overrated -_-

7. Heartbeat (Letting go and have fun)

For every grain of sand that you drew me pictures in

There was one for every time did my, my heart dropped again

No explanation needed :D

8. Dead On Arrival (People who come to me only in their needs not because they really want to)

This is side one, flip me over

I know I'm not your favorite record

The songs you grow to like never stick at first

So I'm writing you a chorus

And here is your verse

Weeeelll, not really for those people. Only one.

And his name starts with a W.

He's not Watari BTW.

9. Attractive Today (..insecure)

IDK this just describes me in ways more than one.

10. Six Feet under the Stars (NY city and The Godfather and the reason I became such a hopeless romantic)

Meet me on Thames Street,

I'll take you out though I'm hardly worth your time

In the cold you look so fierce, but I'm warming up

Because the tension's like a fire

We'll hit South Broadway in a matter of minutes

And like a bad movie I'll drop a line

Fall in the grave I've been digging myself

But there's room for two,

Six feet under the stars

Every time I think of Little Italy, the line that goes 'South Broadway' rings in my head. And it's just plain beautiful. A guy who's not sure about the girl he likes, took her out on a see-sight across NY and thinks it's a complete failure. But hopes she'd think it's the best night of her life.

11. Burn Baby Burn (Tired of being treated like shit)

Look into my tired eyes
see someone you don't recognise
Bonds that can't be untied
oh this is slow suicide
Feelings that I can't disguise
and never will be reconciled
Oh something inside has died

Oh yes. And d'you know what's great about this song? It fits Rani and I. I might get fed up with it, and some vicious words would be exchanged, but every time we'd get back together and pull ourselves back.

12. Feel Like Rain (When I'm down I'd listen to this)

And we feel like rain,
When the words all sound the same,
In the lifeless corners of this empty frame

From the falsest smile,
To the fear of death is why,
The pain reminds us that we're still alive

But the lines are drawn,
and the red begins to creep
its way from boredom toward apathy.

The whole song just fits me when I'm depressed. When I'm upset, I'd get bored, not angry. Then it turns to slight anger to every single thing everyone did that affects me, then it'd turn to apathy. I'd like to call that state my nirvana. Calm and serene, forgetting what those fuckers did to me.

13. Bizarre Love Triangle (I'm not gonna tell about what or who. Just that it's about a person. Perhaps it's fictional, perhaps not)

There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of the fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
well every day my confusion grows

Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can't say

I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be 

Dear person. Just so you know, I care about you. Don't let yourself fall down, mkay? I want you back. I want that stupid evil smile after some conclusion about something. But I hope you really mean it. YES I'M TALKING NONSENSE.